I'm so stressed I can't even think.<br>I can't focus in class.<br>I can't study.<br>I can't sit still.<br>I can't sleep.<br><br><br>I have a D in Honors Chemistry and I refuse to let myself end the semester with a D. Neither will my mom. All I ever hear from her is how I'm 'slacking off' 'not taking it seriously' and she thinks 'I just want to fail'.<br>She's not the most encouraging of people, especially towards me, and it's really starting to break me down mentally. <br>I studied for 3 hours for one quiz and ended up getting a 53% on it becuase of one stupid problem. I used the wrong formula and she took off 4 points out of 5. I ended up getting 7 our of 13 on the whole quiz because of one stupid problem.<br>I can't stand the teacher in general which doesn't help any.<br>Tutoring doesn't help, I've tried numerous times. <br><br>Ugh.<br><br>I can't even focus on my art work.<br>Or my music.<br>That.Is.Crazy.<br>And my teachers have noticed.<br>My art teacher (who is like my second mom) asked me if everything was okay and I broke down in tears. She knows I don't get along with my mom and she tries her best to let me open up to her.<br>Music and art are my outlets in life and I can't even focus on them.<br><br>I feel like I'm about to snap and I just don't care about school any more.<br>I want it to be over so I can just let go and ride my horses and forget about the stress.<br><br>/end ranty rantness
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