Hey guys, its been awhile accepet for a few fourm pop ins. Im finnaly ungrounded, but my computers oober slow still! Gah!<br><br> Anyway, for as long as I can remember, Ive had issues sleeping. Me falling asleep early is considered about 11. It takes a few hours at least. I get on averge 4-6 hours a night (with sports, school, babysitting ect so its stressfull) Its been even worse the last year due to a personal incident at home. So every creak wakes me up, and makes me turn on the lights. Infact, its normal for me to literlly not fall asleep at all and just sit and stare at the clock. <br> Often, even if in bed at 8, I dont fall asleep till about four. Ive never been tested, or asked or whatever if I had insomnia, I dont really even know what it is. <br> Recentlly due to severe allergys Ive been taken benadryly (well some knock off of it) and I sleep like an angle (even in increase in dreams oddly). I.Love.it. But I found out taking it often is bad for you. At first I was fine with discontinuing it (well mabey like once every few weeks, but its not ment for a sleep pill) but I relized I may depend on it. I cant sleep without it! Im so angry with myself. Im not addicted, Im fine without it, but Im just so upset because Ive been getting the best sleep of my life. And mabey I have a slight need for it, because I was actully considering just taking one even though my parents said no, but decided agasint it. Thats not like me, so abviosly I have a problem. But im fine now. Its not the pills I crave its the sleep! Ive been much more perky! So bye bye bendaril, but oh god, sleep please come back. Weve only been together so shortly!<br> So I must know! Are there any unharmfull, mabey even natural soultions?<br><br> Added** I wake up early at times, like four (even If I just fell asleep) and cant fall back asleep if Im up. I feel to tired when I wake up. I think to much when Im in bed. I HAVE to have something over my head 90% of the time. Pillow, blanket, my arm, hand, something. Something has to be coveing my eyes. No, im not afraid of the dark, or ghost or whatnot, I dont know why I do this.
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