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All of a sudden...I grew up

edited September 2010 in General Discussion
I feel like just yesterday, I was a little kid laying on the couch playing my Gameboy with Little Bear on the tv...and now I feel..old. Well, not like, old old, but, older than I should be. Here I am looking for a job, colleges, driving, swamped with homework every night, and paying for my own stuff while jobless. Im one of the youngest kids in my class, everyone is almost a year older than me. I feel like I still need some time to grow up. I dont know. Like theyve had more time to matrue than me, but we still face the same things. I dont feel like a kid anymore, but I dont want to be an adult. Im stuck inbetween. I just feel like Im in a weird place. Kind of a pointless post, not really a vent, but it made me feel better typing it out. Why did I grow up so fast? All I wanna do is go back to the days when I feel asleep on the car ride home and my parents carried me inside and put me to bed D;
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  • I felt like that too, and sometimes I still do. <br>Going to college has constantly given me little reminders that I am considerably younger than many of my fellow students, but more mature than my general age group. I miss when my mom paid for everything! I've become such a penny pincher, since I have to pay for my own stuff. I even follow my mother around in stores going "That's too expensive" all the time, because of it. The in between can be scary, but eventually you start transitioning into an adult; however, I don't think anyone ever fully looses all of their inner child.<br><br><br>I loved watching Little Bear when I was young. It was probably one of my favorite shows.
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  • I understand how you feel, I went through the same issues about a year ago. I'm now 20, I have my own home and I'm constantly battling to have enough money for bills. The thing is, you still have to have that little outlet for your inner child, for me I do reenactment. Once or twice a month I get to spend a few days with my new friends, we play with cannons, dress up and enjoy ourselves. Just remember growing up isn't always a bad thing but sometimes we all wish to be children again.<br>Find something that you really enjoy and don't let it bring you down<br>Neko x
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