Soo.. If anyone magically knows me in real life (Doubt it XD) then you'd know how I am when I'm not on here.<br>On here I'm usually 'spunky' I guess sometimes, sometimes I get rather serious.<br>In real life.. Mostly in public and 3/4 of my time at home I'm dead serious at all times. I'm too professional to be a teenager.. People keep telling me to <span style="font-style:italic">be a kid</span> or at least <span style="font-style:italic">act like a kid.</span><br><br>Truth is... I <span style="text-decoration:underline">don't</span> know how to.<br>It's weird.<br>I'm kind of glad I'd rather be cleaning, doing things I'm responsible for like caring for my dogs and doing schoolwork and things than out with friends and partying. I don't procrastinate with school things at all.<br>There's an upside and a downside to this.<br><br>Upside= I do what I need to do, do things that need to get done, stay organized. <br><br>Downside= I can't stand little kids, I have no patience for anyone under the age of 10. I don't like to act kiddish, unless it's the rare occasion I'm with a friend. (Which doesn't happen much anymore, my best friend moved away.. Again.)<br><br>I mean I can be kiddish, like my signature, but.. Almost any other time I'm too professional... Which I guess is good for dog shows.<br>I need to get less serious in real life. I don't exactly know how to have fun haha.. Unless cleaning is fun?<br><br>Thanks to all who read- Hope this makes sense to you all.<br><br>--Wait there's another part--<br><br>The other day my mom got mad at me about her bills... She yelled at me over nothing I could control.. She just got mad at me for her having to pay them...<br>Oh well..<br>The thing that got to me was when she told me to get a job.<br>I would if I could.<br>I have to stay home 5 days a week babysitting her kids.<br>(She doesn't pay me for this.)<br>So all the money I get is either from holidays or on the rare times I get paid by my boss. Yes I have a job.. Just not a steady one.. I get paid maybe $40 every month or two..<br><br>I'd rather just keep my mind off the bad things..
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