So lately I haven't felt like doing anything. It's like nothing feels like it matters. I just want to curl up with my books and my trusty pen and paper and do nothing else. I'm tired of people saying what I can and can't do. I'm the one who has to live with my career, and all those other choices. Not you. So let me make my own choices in peace. I have hopes, dreams, and desires just like everyone else. Don't expect me to give mine up just because you think this will be better then that. I know what I need and can live with. I can't be put in a cage and put on display. So stop trying to clip my wings so I can't fly. If I dream big so what? It helps keep me going. I will fly one day. So back away and let me have room to do things my way. I don't just want to fly. I'm going to soar! I need support not a harsh tongue. Just let me be me. I can't fit into your perfect mold of who you think I should be. I'd end up hating myself if I tried. <br><br>I'm sorry if that doesn't make any sense. I just needed to get that off my chest. I have some people in my life who think they know me better then I know myself.
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