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Friends ;_;

DesirahbleDesirahble
edited December 2009 in Vent
<span style="font-size:75">Ah, I sure miss the good o' days! <br>Hanging out with friends. Playing Halo 2 with my bestie even though no one barely played it anymore. ^.^<br><br>Well, I have social anxiety. <br>And a year ago, beginning of last year my mom had taken me out of school to home school me.<br>Later that year I decided to push all my friends out of my life.<br>Why you ask? Pfft, I have no idea. I got annoyed with everyone. >_<<br>The only people I actually talked to were my best friend who I hung out with everyday and two people online. <br>Then, my best friend's mom decided to move to some other state. -_-<br>Once she had moved I stopped talking to her and she became well somebody I wouldn't want to talk to. An icky person if you catch my drift?<br>I turned my phone off, stopped going on the usual stuff I went on to talk to them, and turned off MY computer. The weirdo I am.<br><br>Anyways, the only person I talked to then were the online ones.<br>One became my new bestie, yes. ^.^<br>The only problem was she didn't live near me. <br>And nooow, she has stopped going online. <br>I currently still talk to the other at times.<br>But I miss all my friends now! ;_;<br><br>^.^ I just had to get this off my chest.</span>

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  • TuffGirlTuffGirl
    98.196.204.234
    Im sorry! :( That sounds horrible
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  • DesirahbleDesirahble
    74.71.122.77
    <span style="font-size:75">See, it <span style="font-style:italic">should feel</span> horrible.<br>But the only problem is, I'm sort of fine with my life.<br>It's only when I think about it and remember all the fun I used to have with my friends is when I'm just like, "What the hell happened to me?" :\</span>
  • TuffGirlTuffGirl
    98.196.204.234
    Ohh. I understand<br>Do you want friends? Or are you really alright the way it is?
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  • DesirahbleDesirahble
    74.71.122.77
    <span style="font-size:75">Eh, I do make friends online every now and then but they're not friends that I talk to all the time and about everything to, you know?<br>Today, for some reason I woke up wanting to go back in time before I pushed all my friends out and shut off my phone. :\<br>Honestly, if I got my phone back and started talking to them now I'd just feel all awkward.</span>
  • TuffGirlTuffGirl
    98.196.204.234
    How long ago did you shut everyone out? Was it like awhile ago?
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  • DesirahbleDesirahble
    74.71.122.77
    <span style="font-size:75">I think it was in the beginning of this year. <br>Near around when my best friend had moved away which was, I dunno April.</span>
  • TuffGirlTuffGirl
    98.196.204.234
    And why can't you just use your phone?
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  • CybergirlCybergirl
    72.147.156.42
    I know how you feel. All my friends turned against me and all i had were the lovely people on this website. I didnt talk to anyone else for a long time. Didnt even wanna meet new people here. But if you want to go back it may be easier than you think. Just simply start by saying hello to the people you wanna be friends with again. If you get to the point where you want too, tell them about how you felt and how you feel now. They may be forgiving and understanding. I did it and now Im friends with lots of people. If you want another friend Ill be you friend. Im always here. :]
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  • TuffGirlTuffGirl
    98.196.204.234
    Same here. :D I'll be your friend
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  • 98rtsy98rtsy
    68.80.213.177
    It's never to late to apologize to your friends.<br>Explain the situation, I'm sure they'll understand.<br>If not, they aren't truly friends.
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