Sunny's 2008- How it went

SunnyDaysDontLie · December 2008

Please don't ask me how I ended up at my wits end and breaking down Pages torn from books we never read because we're plugged into this grid don't pull this plug right now or then we'd really have to live I swear I've gone crazy

No, seriously. I once said 'but corners don't have circles!', instead of 'but circles don't have corners!' >.> I see things (hallucination), can't sleep (insomnia), hear things (hallucination). It runs in the family, as my dad is the same way... :oops: If I held my ground would you ask me to change? I have been asked to change so many times; I don't know myself anymore I have changed so much to suit others needs. Now I realize how foolish I was! 'Be yourself' said my 7th grade social studies teacher. I now realize what he meant. Be creative says I. I dress according to my mood, my personality. If this means wearing mismatched clothes, then so be it. You canâ€™t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie I have been through so much. Yeah, it could be worse, as I know. I have stopped being a suck up. If you hate me, then I honestly don't give a flying monkey's uncle. I have friends that are like me personality wise, and we make great friends as we think similar. I don't swallow lies anymore. The news? Don't watch it. I read the paper, the stock reports, ect. Why? I want to know what is going on in the world myself. The lies at school are horrible. Rumors, fights, friends talking about friends behind their backs... Its awful. Do I do it? I've lied. Yeah, haven't we all? BUT. I have never talked about a friend behind their backs. I don't lie blatantly just to protect someone's feelings. If you look terrible, I will tell you. But not bluntly, I will help so it looks good, whatever it was that didn't look good. So. Do I lie? Occasionally. I don't build my life on lies. I have stopped lying, actually. I tell the truth. So. I have learned to lie, and learned to tell the truth. Since I was born they couldn't hold me down Another misfit kid, another burned-out town Never played by the rules I never really cared My nasty reputation takes me everywhere I look and see it's not only me So many others have stood where I stand We are the young so raise your hands They call us problem child We spend our lives on trial We walk an endless mile We are the youth gone wild We stand and we won't fall We're the one and one for all The writing's on the wall We are the youth gone wild This is probably my theme. Nasty reputation? I have one for being a mean ol' bitty xD No. April and I, and the rest of my friends just -don't fit in-. Why? I'm not entirely sure. Maybe its our personality, or maybe we just weren't made to fit in. We're different from the jocks, the preps, and all those other stupid little stereotypes. We don't wear the latest style. Me? Converse are the only things I own that are fit-in wise. I don't wear skinny jeans tucked into boots, because to me that looks trashy. No offense to anyone who does wear them like that. I walk an endless mile. Trouble seems to find me wherever I go- even if I try to stay out of trouble. Texting during class? I get caught. Reading? I get caught. (Rather funny. Teacher just lets me read, thinking that I'm going to fail her class... but I've made a 100 on every test) I've done worse, so I wont mention those here

What we are is the sum of 1000 lies What we know is almost nothing at all But we are what we are till the day we die Or till we don't have the strength to go on Till we don't have the strength to go on I have the strength to go on. And this is true! I will be who I am until I die, and you know what? I have learned to accept what I am. I love myself, actually, because of what I see and know. Sure, I'm not a wise old sage, but still. I'm proud of myself :] Because I have the strength to go on. Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life I do. I have decided to take a break from VP as I have lost interest. I need to focus more on my life then on what dogs I need to breed or what I need to type in a role play next. So. Bye, VP. I'll be back, no doubt. Really random. I know. I can't make thing sound right

But oh well.

SunnyDaysDontLie · December 2008

Song bibliography in order: Rumors of my Demise have been Greatly Exaggerated- Rise Against Dancing for Rain- Rise Against Life is Beautiful- Sixx AM Youth gone Wild- Skid Row Strength to go On- Rise Against Afterlife- Avenged Sevenfold

LuvMe · December 2008

Gah sunny, I can't help but hate the end. No, not your song remix, the part 'bout you laving. I'll miss you Sunneh!!

SunnyDaysDontLie · December 2008

Dogcot wrote:

Gah sunny, I can't help but hate the end. No, not your song remix, the part 'bout you laving. I'll miss you Sunneh!!

Sorry Doggeh

sylverwynd · December 2008

Don't let the door hit you on the way out :roll:

BuffyBoarding · December 2008

sylverwynd wrote:

Don't let the door hit you on the way out :roll:

Agreed.

SunnyDaysDontLie · December 2008

Buffy wrote:

sylverwynd wrote:

Don't let the door hit you on the way out :roll:

 Agreed.

Ah, Buffy. Figured you'd post sooner or later

Thanks, guys. Be aware that I am A) Not gone yet and

Will come back :twisted:

BuffyBoarding · December 2008

SunnyDaysDontLie wrote:

Buffy wrote:

sylverwynd wrote:

Don't let the door hit you on the way out :roll:

 Agreed. 

 Ah, Buffy. Figured you'd post sooner or later Thanks, guys. Be aware that I am A) Not gone yet and Will come back :twisted:

Ha yeah when your just a kid dating someone you do not know and will never meet who HAS a girlfriend, among other things. Yuppers

Sea Oats · December 2008

Buffy wrote:

SunnyDaysDontLie wrote:

Buffy wrote:

sylverwynd wrote:

Don't let the door hit you on the way out :roll:

 Agreed. 

 Ah, Buffy. Figured you'd post sooner or later Thanks, guys. Be aware that I am A) Not gone yet and Will come back :twisted:

 Ha yeah when your just a kid dating someone you do not know and will never meet who HAS a girlfriend, among other things. Yuppers

That was totally unrelated and uncalled for, Buffy. \:

BuffyBoarding · December 2008

SeaOats wrote:

Buffy wrote:

SunnyDaysDontLie wrote:

Buffy wrote:

sylverwynd wrote:

Don't let the door hit you on the way out :roll:

 Agreed. 

 Ah, Buffy. Figured you'd post sooner or later Thanks, guys. Be aware that I am A) Not gone yet and Will come back :twisted:

 Ha yeah when your just a kid dating someone you do not know and will never meet who HAS a girlfriend, among other things. Yuppers

 That was totally unrelated and uncalled for, Buffy. \:

Dont care

Mikey Makita · December 2008

-hugs Sunny- Good wishes, happy new year, and godspeed to you. Don't forget to check in every few weeks, cause I know im gonna miss you luff

Jellybeanjoe · December 2008

Keep it nice all. I don't want to have to move anything, warn or ban anyone. Be the bigger person. Walk away.

SunnyDaysDontLie · December 2008

bruiser147 wrote:

-hugs Sunny- Good wishes, happy new year, and godspeed to you. Don't forget to check in every few weeks, cause I know im gonna miss you luff

Thanks, SSPP

I'll miss you too

UnknownDreamland · December 2008

I'm glad to see you have recognized your wrongs. I do have a.. what they call it.. A bone to pick with you, Sunny. But I've tried avoiding any relation, until now. I've really been curious as to how you've been fairing. I must say, and I'll be blunt, you have your immature moments. Though, they have been less often in a sense. When you work on being yourself, do me a favor, and look at yourself. Think about what you're doing. At times, the wrong feels right, and the right feels wrong, but look at yourself and think. Even if you think "But this is me!" keep in mind, you can mold yourself into a better person. I'm not going to pretend I like what I know of you as a person. I'm not going to pretend I'm your friend. But I am going to tell you that I am very frustrated with you, and I guess, I'm holding a grudge? I'm sure you know the situation, and seeing you around as long as you've been here, you know I've been through a few.. uncomfortable cases as well, who hasn't. Sylver and Buffy were.. not doing the right thing. I can't say I'm sorry to have a break, but I can't say I'm over joyed that another player as well known as you to be leaving. We need our old faces back. VP is getting very stereotypical. Though Old Faces won't change that, it will help keep the memories. Enjoy your break, and recollect yourself. I plan to do the same.

CORY · December 2008

Aww. I will miss you Sunny. Even tho we haven talked much. Be sure to check back.

Jazz · December 2008

Dreamland wrote:

I'm glad to see you have recognized your wrongs. I do have a.. what they call it.. A bone to pick with you, Sunny. But I've tried avoiding any relation, until now. I've really been curious as to how you've been fairing. I must say, and I'll be blunt, you have your immature moments. Though, they have been less often in a sense. When you work on being yourself, do me a favor, and look at yourself. Think about what you're doing. At times, the wrong feels right, and the right feels wrong, but look at yourself and think. Even if you think "But this is me!" keep in mind, you can mold yourself into a better person. I'm not going to pretend I like what I know of you as a person. I'm not going to pretend I'm your friend. But I am going to tell you that I am very frustrated with you, and I guess, I'm holding a grudge? I'm sure you know the situation, and seeing you around as long as you've been here, you know I've been through a few.. uncomfortable cases as well, who hasn't. Sylver and Buffy were.. not doing the right thing. I can't say I'm sorry to have a break, but I can't say I'm over joyed that another player as well known as you to be leaving. We need our old faces back. VP is getting very stereotypical. Though Old Faces won't change that, it will help keep the memories. Enjoy your break, and recollect yourself. I plan to do the same.

Er. dreamy kinda said what I was going to say. So just read it twice xP

DiamondPuppy0809 · December 2008

I haven't talked much with you Sunny, but it'll we weird to not see your siggy around on the forums scattered everywhere xD I think you're being responsible by doing this. Best of luck, -Ludie/Lily

SunnyDaysDontLie · December 2008

Dreamland wrote:

I'm glad to see you have recognized your wrongs. I do have a.. what they call it.. A bone to pick with you, Sunny. But I've tried avoiding any relation, until now. I've really been curious as to how you've been fairing. I must say, and I'll be blunt, you have your immature moments. Though, they have been less often in a sense. When you work on being yourself, do me a favor, and look at yourself. Think about what you're doing. At times, the wrong feels right, and the right feels wrong, but look at yourself and think. Even if you think "But this is me!" keep in mind, you can mold yourself into a better person. I'm not going to pretend I like what I know of you as a person. I'm not going to pretend I'm your friend. But I am going to tell you that I am very frustrated with you, and I guess, I'm holding a grudge? I'm sure you know the situation, and seeing you around as long as you've been here, you know I've been through a few.. uncomfortable cases as well, who hasn't. Sylver and Buffy were.. not doing the right thing. I can't say I'm sorry to have a break, but I can't say I'm over joyed that another player as well known as you to be leaving. We need our old faces back. VP is getting very stereotypical. Though Old Faces won't change that, it will help keep the memories. Enjoy your break, and recollect yourself. I plan to do the same.

Thanks, Dreamy. We've had our picks and petty moments, no? But we eventually get over them. Yeah... I can be a little immature at times, and occasionally not control my temper (-thwaps self-), but I just have some personal issues at home I need to sort out, and I need to sort out my thoughts... and ugh. You know the feeling, probably. Thanks everyone. Tiffy, I know we haven't talked much, but I still consider you a good friend. Thanks, Ludie :] My sig is everywhere. I'll probably sign in every once in a while, or maybe every day. I just -wont- be posting, or exploring the forums or anything like that. So. I'll be on to post and check in on everyone. I may come back next school year, and you may not see me for -very- long periods of time. Thanks all, Kaytee

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