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No more doggies
So, ive never posted on this thread before i don't think, and im just having a rough time dealing with this and so i thought i would try this.<br><br>So i had to move from my moms house to my dads house (like 1000 miles away) and sadly had to leave my beloved aspen behind 
and this is the first time in my life not having a dog, and its just really sucky. My mom tells me that aspen still just lays in the window waiting for me to come home and its been over 2 months now 
i feel really bad for leaving aspen and that it was selfish of me to leave her behind. I had a choice whether or not to move but they would not let me bring her with me. I needed to move away from there because of personal reasons but hate that i left her. They tell me shes like a total different dog now and that she doesn't even play as much anymore. I hoping that here in like a year when i turn [edited by staff; do not give out personal information] that i can get her back, but then im sure she wont even remember me anymore and then i couldn't take her away from my mom. I dream about her every night, its kinda nice to see her sometimes even if it is only in my dreams, but then again its really sad cause its always just me saying goodbye to her over and over again. oh i just miss her so much, she was like the best dog ever, and my first dog and i only got to be with her her first year of her life.<br><br>Im not really looking for anyone to make me feel better or anything, i just thought i would type it out cause i can't talk to anyone in rl about it, cause every one just goes.." oh shes just a dog" ... but she wasn't just a dog to me, she was my best friend and apart of the family.
and this is the first time in my life not having a dog, and its just really sucky. My mom tells me that aspen still just lays in the window waiting for me to come home and its been over 2 months now i feel really bad for leaving aspen and that it was selfish of me to leave her behind. I had a choice whether or not to move but they would not let me bring her with me. I needed to move away from there because of personal reasons but hate that i left her. They tell me shes like a total different dog now and that she doesn't even play as much anymore. I hoping that here in like a year when i turn [edited by staff; do not give out personal information] that i can get her back, but then im sure she wont even remember me anymore and then i couldn't take her away from my mom. I dream about her every night, its kinda nice to see her sometimes even if it is only in my dreams, but then again its really sad cause its always just me saying goodbye to her over and over again. oh i just miss her so much, she was like the best dog ever, and my first dog and i only got to be with her her first year of her life.<br><br>Im not really looking for anyone to make me feel better or anything, i just thought i would type it out cause i can't talk to anyone in rl about it, cause every one just goes.." oh shes just a dog" ... but she wasn't just a dog to me, she was my best friend and apart of the family. 
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