Ugh. Everything has been so hard. i feel like such a fail, like nobody likes me. just a couple of weeks ago, everything was perfect and i had the people i really need there for me. now, not so much. i can't think of anything that i possibly could've done for everyone so important to me to just start to kind of ignore me. I've been pretty much crying myself to sleep these last couple of nights because it honestly feels like i am losing the few people who i literally cannot live without and love so much. as for one person, i know the reason. someone is trying their darndest to make one of the important people of my life hate me with lies, etc. why? Because my 8 year old sister said in a text message to this certain person that her horse was ugly. OK, first of all, she called our horse ugly, and second, my sister is a little girl! she didn't mean anything. so now, this person is trying to make everyone in the world hate me. i have nothing but my horse. that's all i'll ever need, but the feeling really, really hurts. my mom hates me, my brother is a violent brat, and i can't stand to be around them much longer. just as everything started getting better, it then chose me as a target of life ruining and shot. i've never done anything to deserve this and it just feels awful.
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I'm A Proud Directioner, Are You?
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I'm A Proud Directioner, Are You?
Go One Direction!
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I'm A Proud Directioner, Are You?
Go One Direction!
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