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Something that doesn't effect anyone but ME

edited July 2011 in Vent
<span style="font-size:85"><span style="color:#0000FF">Recently, I just got bad news. . .<br>I normally wouldn't say anything too drastic on a game but this seems like the only place<br>I can write down my problems and get it out. But the bad news is, I'm done. Retired. Ended.<br><br>For those of you who don't know, I was in a terrible car accident late December and nearly died from it.<br>The result of that accident was me hurting my back. Lately I've been getting physical therapy but its not doing<br>much. I've been trying to drink water all day to hydrate (at LEAST 8 bottles a day) and eating right.<br>Staying in shape is VERY hard for me but I try my best.<br><br>See, I'm the type of person who pushes myself. Especially when it comes to sports. So when I work<br>out of play, I get competitive and really dedicated. My back is preventing me from doing all this.<br>From playing.<br><br>I just got news from my coach that he might not let me swim this year. (I'm a swimmer btw)<br>He doesn't want me to risk my back. He said I may attend practices and have my own lane (cause<br>I'm cool like that) but I'm not to participate with them and do the meets. I nearly cried.<br><br>Just me sitting down right now is killing me. It sucks. SUCKS! I've been taking medication and have<br>exerciseres (sp?) to do but it only makes me tired and sore. Then the spasms set in. Its my muscles around<br>my spine that are screwed. Thats all I'm saying.<br><br>I'm just down. There goes my swim. . . There goes my tennis. My softball. My work outs with friends.<br>I feel like a stiff noddle. I can't do anything anymore. I can't even do the simplest of things. Bending <br>down to pick up my purse, sitting in class longer then 20 mins, reaching for something on the shelf.<br><br>I'm [edited by staff; do not give out personal information], and already have back problems.<br><br><br>/rant.</span></span>

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