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What the HECK? *EXPLODES*

LycaLyca
edited January 2011 in Vent
Okay, so this may seem <span style="font-style:italic"><span style="font-weight:bold">really</span></span> stupid, but I can't find my all time favorite disney movie <span style="font-weight:bold"><span style="text-decoration:underline">ANYWHERE</span></span>! I've been really upset and stressed lately. I've had to deal with my friend and all her issues. I love her death, don't get me wrong, but she's really needy and has no direction/guidance in her life. I've gotten really frustrated/irritated/stressed because of it. I don't mind to be there and what not some, but lately it's gotten out of hand. It's basically the same crap, different day. I'm a person who needs their space, a moment alone. The last week she's come over at least <span style="font-weight:bold">five</span> times a <span style="font-weight:bold">day</span>! Yes, I know your grandmother is a bipolar pain. Yes, I know you're having GED issues, and that failing it the once has you down. Yes, I know you want to go back to Alabama but not really. Yes, I know you're worried about getting a job. I've already given you my opinion. My mom has given you some advice. Do you <span style="font-style:italic">really</span> listen? No. She, let's call her A, just does whatever she wants, which isn't much. I know you need a car and that you miss your laptop. Can I help? No! I can only be here for emotional support. I can't run A's life for her! A has just been right there, all clingy/needy/whiny/etc. I'm about to snap on her. I don't want to be mean but I'm sitting here thinking "I'm five years your Junior darn it, I'm not here to work out all your problems, hold your hand and take of your needy self. I've dealt with it nicely for awhile, especially since it's basically the same stuff different day and you're wishy washy, but now I'm just done and need my space." It's can be very draining, I'm not a counselor. I mean really, am I being mean and overreacting? She's twenty years old! GROW UP!<br><br>To add insult to injury, my mom is getting remarried in October and the two have no clue on God's green Earth about the living situation. Are we moving to his state? Staying here? Living in a new house? Our house? His apartment? And then the youngest of my soon to be 3 stepsisters has an issue with my mom's fiance moving in with my mom right after/before/around when they get married. She's going to be a Senior, for crying out loud! It's not like he's going to be missing her graduation. I think it's because she doesn't want to be stuck with her mom. Right now she bounces between her mom's and her dad's. But of course, she says she wants to go to college as far away as possible?! <br><br>Alright, and even <span style="text-decoration:underline">WORSE</span> is the fact that I used to take horse lessons. I absolutely love/loved my instructor. I had been continuously working with a Quarter Horse named Jack, who has stolen my heart, and Fame, a 13 year old Arabian. Though more Jack then Fame. Granted, I hadn't been going too long, but since I love horses so much, never really get to do much outside the house because my mother is a single parent, and want a degree in Equine Science, my mom started me in them. I'd been going for awhile and then a while ago I found out that my instructor found her house foreclosed. She lost her farm and had to move her horses 3+ hours away. Well, that ended that. I absolutely <span style="font-weight:bold"><span style="text-decoration:underline">LOVED</span></span> going. Not to be dramatic, but it was the one thing that was making me truly happy. It also helped keep me stress free.<br><br>Now to the part about the movie. Ready To Run has been my favorite Disney movies since I was little and it came out in 2000. I know the movie is like, 11 years old now, but I can't find it at all! Since I've been sooo stressed and what have you, I thought it would be nice to watch it and unwind. Well, since it seems to have vanished off the face of the Earth, I'm incredibly irate. I know it seems crazy, but I <span style="font-style:italic">thought</span> it would help and the fact that it's not there doesn't help at all. I probably shouldn't be freaking out like this, but with the whole A thing, the uncertainty about my mom's upcoming wedding and the uncertainty of living arrangements, no more riding lessons because my AMAZING instructor lost her house, and nothing left to de-stress me, I'm just having a total melt down. *wolfie goes to find a giant hole to crawl into* I have no words left :x
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  • BabyBean13BabyBean13
    68.0.245.144
    Awwz *huggles my wolfie* I love you, dearie. I hope things eventually settle and thin out. All we can really do is hope <3 As for the movie, just youtube it, silly :p Maybe it's on there?
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  • LycaLyca
    75.130.134.242
    BabyBean13 wrote:
    Awwz *huggles my wolfie* I love you, dearie. I hope things eventually settle and thin out. All we can really do is hope <3 As for the movie, just youtube it, silly :p Maybe it's on there?
    <br>*huggles back* Thanks hon, I appreciate it. I know i should suck it up and deal with it, but sometimes it's hard, especially when I have no outlet for my stress. And I've already youtubed it. It's not there >.> Ah, yay for total meltdowns that make me seem like a raving fool. Oh well, it's not like I have anywhere else to say my piece and it's not like I'm the only one to have these moments :/
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  • BabyBean13BabyBean13
    68.0.245.144
    .Wolfie. wrote:
    BabyBean13 wrote:
    Awwz *huggles my wolfie* I love you, dearie. I hope things eventually settle and thin out. All we can really do is hope <3 As for the movie, just youtube it, silly :p Maybe it's on there?
    <br>*huggles back* Thanks hon, I appreciate it. I know i should suck it up and deal with it, but sometimes it's hard, especially when I have no outlet for my stress. And I've already youtubed it. It's not there >.> Ah, yay for total meltdowns that make me seem like a raving fool. Oh well, it's not like I have anywhere else to say my piece and it's not like I'm the only one to have these moments :/
    <br>Lmfao. How many times do I gotta compare my rants to yours? We all go through difficult times and when stress gets to ya, it gets to ya roughly. And believe me, if I didn't have any outlets, you better believe no one's gonna be safe. Like you can't imagine how lucky I am to have friends like you. I tell you this all the time and it's proven time and time again, but I swear I could never show how much it really means to me. Have your heard of Craigslist or like freedvdswap.com or something like that. Just different sites where people sell things. It'd turn up somewhere.
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  • LycaLyca
    75.130.134.242
    Aw, thanks toots. I appreciate it <3 I looked it up on the Disney site, Amazon, Ebay, Blockbuster and even Walmart and I still couldn't find it. Maybe one of the vpians who read my crazy rant will know xD aha
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  • BabyBean13BabyBean13
    68.0.245.144
    Potentially :) *uses magical powers to call VPians hither*
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  • LycaLyca
    75.130.134.242
    BabyBean13 wrote:
    Potentially :) *uses magical powers to call VPians hither*
    <br>*adds in magical ninja dance that attracts one and all* Maybe I'll also get some advice on how to deal with people so I don't freak out and attack anyone. I'd hate to wear a straight jacket....too restrictive...not that I'd mind the padded room too much though! >;3
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  • BabyBean13BabyBean13
    68.0.245.144
    Haha, nice. I'd actually love a straight jacket. Just to say that I have one ;D I also think they're pretty kool in general. *yawns* I'm trying to finish up training this dog so I can find a late night snack before bed. I hate going to sleep hungry =/ Or trying to
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  • MileysmybabyMileysmybaby
    70.57.183.189
    my friend LOVES disney she had a disney themed party, disney apples to apples and TONS of stuff like that lol. her fave is Lion King and mine is Lion King II LOL <br><br>aww im so sorry :( I would HATE THAT!!
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  • SunnyDaysDontLieSunnyDaysDontLie
    70.60.126.212
    Your situation with your friend sounds a lot like a situation with a friend of mine. She's a junior, and has screwed up her life beyond repair. She needs serious help. She's going insane. I tell her that she needs to do this and this and this to do this. I have stayed up for the past four nights talking to her, trying to give her some direction. I, personally, just think she wants attention. She's constantly texting me telling me what she's about to do, etc. It's getting to the point where I've yelled at her. And in turn, April yelled at me for yelling at her, and then turned around and yelled at her herself. -_-<br><br>Anyhow, maybe your movie is in a closet or packed up somewhere? My favorite Pooh movie was The Search for Christopher Robin. I can't find it anymore, and mom got rid of all my Pooh movies ;-; I doubt your mother did that, though. I think your youngest soon to be step sister is more upset about the move than her father missing her graduation. Moving when she's about to be a senior can screw up all her credits and put her back one year. That's one of the reasons why I haven't moved back to Ohio yet, other than the fact that I wouldn't be living in Hilliard, I'd be in Cincinnati. ;-;<br><br>I wish I could go horseback riding. I miss riding. ;-;
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