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So Vampy was right, something did happen with me and my boyfriend, he says he needs 'space' because I'm too clingy and 'needy' I told him in the beginning that I get attached to people easily. He said he needs a couple months but he doesn't know exactly. I told him id change.. and get a counselor and work on things. But I wont be motivated knowing if we are oing to be together or not. im sorry, I just needed to get this out.<br>
<br> I am feeling depressed, is that normal? It just hurts me soo much because our 1 year was supposed to be Saturday. I can't stop crying everything makes me think of him.. the necklace, the hoodie he bought me, the notes, the rose, country music.. out song was 'then' by brad paisley.Right now my heart is broken and I spent all yesterday in school crying. I didn't go to school today. I don't want to get out of bed, I don't want to do anything at all.. im not motivated at all. I have exams next week. He really was the only person I had in my life, I am just thankful I have people on here that are willing to listen to me and give me the best advice and forget about somethings. I am trying hard to make friends on here and to be friendly with people. I know this is kinda a praise thing, but Thank you sooo much for allowing me into this VP family
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<br>Because Andrew hated my best friend, we weren't friends anymore.. So I had her come over yesterday and we made up. My mom signed me back up for horseback riding lessons
)) I start friday. Also I put in an application for sears portrait studio, the boss is really nice and they train you ! im so excited. Also next week I start the working student program at the barn! I get $100 a week. this part was kind of a happy vent lol<br>
<br>For a few months I want to do something on here that will keep me busy, I think I may learn HTML and make layouts or work on my sketches and put some up for auction (im still learning to draw with my tablet)
<br> I am feeling depressed, is that normal? It just hurts me soo much because our 1 year was supposed to be Saturday. I can't stop crying everything makes me think of him.. the necklace, the hoodie he bought me, the notes, the rose, country music.. out song was 'then' by brad paisley.Right now my heart is broken and I spent all yesterday in school crying. I didn't go to school today. I don't want to get out of bed, I don't want to do anything at all.. im not motivated at all. I have exams next week. He really was the only person I had in my life, I am just thankful I have people on here that are willing to listen to me and give me the best advice and forget about somethings. I am trying hard to make friends on here and to be friendly with people. I know this is kinda a praise thing, but Thank you sooo much for allowing me into this VP family
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<br>Because Andrew hated my best friend, we weren't friends anymore.. So I had her come over yesterday and we made up. My mom signed me back up for horseback riding lessons
)) I start friday. Also I put in an application for sears portrait studio, the boss is really nice and they train you ! im so excited. Also next week I start the working student program at the barn! I get $100 a week. this part was kind of a happy vent lol<br>
<br>For a few months I want to do something on here that will keep me busy, I think I may learn HTML and make layouts or work on my sketches and put some up for auction (im still learning to draw with my tablet
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