Am I crazy?

Any one have someone, someone not real in the real world, who egzhist in the back of there head? Not like another personality, but like if your a writer there who you write about, or someone you dream about? <br>I do. Shes where I escape when im weak, wich is why people sometimes say I have no fear, or sadness. Its not true, I just shove it way far and let her take it all, I guess I sound weird but know one knows me on here lol so no biggie. My person, her name is Emer I have had her for...almost 8 years. Shes nothing like me, because I give her all I want. I save her for when im alone you chould say. She was never an imaginary friend, never "pretended" I was her, shes just there. I ask my self what whould Emer do? The only time fake stuff happens with her, like an imaginary friend, is in my dreams wich I dont control.<br> <br> Heres why im posting this. Stuff dosent just happen randomly, every night its like a new chapter, very rare does it go backwards, it always starts where if left of. I almost never miss a night to. I looked up everywhere what this is and I cant find it.<br>1. Its all people ive seen before, all the charecters.Even people ive seen just once, like on the street I notciced because of something they where wearing mabey.<br>2. Dreams tend to be violent.<br>3. I dont control them unless sometimes If i think about them during the day, lets say this. I think Alex might die, for some reason alex dies that night.<br>4. Its never realistic. Its all magic, time traveling ect, so its nothing about real life it whould connect to. <br>5. Most dreams, the brain dosent remember. I remember everysingle one.<br><br><br>Am I crazy....? What is this!