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Snapped. Just-snapped )=

LonleycarrotsLonleycarrots
edited October 2010 in Vent
I just venetd twice in like the last hour. Now is for #3. I hate life. I hate it. Everything. Something ridiclusly small just happend. So small im to emberssed to say. And I snapped. I screamed! Just screamed, and now I cant stop crying. I just honestly hate my family, my friends, my house... my life. I dont know how much more I can take. I know some are thinking my vents are "tiny" and they are. But there so much more I don wanna post on VP, you dont know, I wish id just shrivle away right now!

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  • iluvdogs111iluvdogs111
    74.32.97.72
    STOP! I know it all feels terrible right now. Hang in there. We all have those moments where we just "snap." Once I did it because my little sister ate my yogurt. :roll: <br><br>Pm me sometime just to talk. I hope you feel better soon! Someday you'll be grown up, on your own, and away from you family, friends, school and home and you can start fresh. *Hugs*
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  • LonleycarrotsLonleycarrots
    24.56.229.109
    I keep starting a PM, just to talk to someone, and all I see is that little flashing line. I just dont know what to say. Honestlly I just want someone to hold me. A parent or friend to complain to, but knowone is here for me in rl life to just snuggle me. Let me cry on them, I just want that someone to hand me a box of tissues. To tell me its ok but knowone is freaking here! And when sending a message online? Idk I just dont know what to say. I dont wanna talk, I just want someone in rl life to see i have feelings. I have "a tuff girl" rep. Im girly, but emotiioanlly strong in there eyes. I break a bone-i dont cry to them because i have and i laughed, but i do. Im young and hormonal with horrible ordeals and-i-cry. If I get sad or un peppy at school instead of worrying, my "friends" get mad at me because im not happy. I just dont wanan pm. I wanna cry. I want someone who cares to see me cry...
  • LonleycarrotsLonleycarrots
    24.56.229.109
    I wish I had a mom to talk to righ now )=
  • DiamondPuppy0809DiamondPuppy0809
    216.232.232.243
    It's hard not having someone to directly vent to, but having a friend on VP is better than having no one at all period.<br>I'm the total opposite of you, I like to keep my tears private, no matter what. If I cry in public, I feel like a nuissance or just really awkward, but there's times that you can't hold it in anymore and you just CRY.<br><br>I know that when I cry, I cry about a million things, little or big, not just one. So many little things will set me off to do so if I'm already yielding back a bunch already.<br>You're only human, we're all emotional, we're not made of stone.<br><br>If you have no one to talk to, do you have a school counselor? This isn't an option for some people, I know, because they're not comfortable or it's not available.
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  • Young_NativeYoung_Native
    207.118.97.20
    Totouser, I have been where you were. The world just doesn't seem to care. When you break down, a loose screw or wire or something snapped and needs a good band-aid or kiss, nobody is there for you. When you're happy the world is hand in hand with you along with friends, but when you're sad they flee like someone turned the light on them.<br><br> You have to be strong and learn to think, "I'm strong. I can build myself back together. If people want to help, I won't decline, but I have to be strong for myself." <br><br> It may not be the sweetest remedy in a good 'solution' book, but it will get you to try and tough it out until you find someone there to help you. I toughed it out when I could. I couldn't tell my family my problems because I was scared they'd hate me. I couldn't tell anyone because I thought they were going to judge me, spread rumors, and hate me. You just have to be strong for yourself, even if it seems impossible. Whatever friends you know you can count on, try and call them up. Talk to them a little, even if it isn't your problem, make them laugh and you'll laugh with. Make them smile and I'm sure they'd like to share it with you. =]<br><br>Be strong for us. People do care, whether it's small or big.
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  • LonleycarrotsLonleycarrots
    24.56.229.109
    You guys are absolutley wonderfull. Honestlly. After sleeping on it I relized how ridiculus I sounded, talk about Hormones lol! Thanks guys (:
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