I hate it.

CallyKats Dachshunds · September 2010

I hate my mother. Plain and simple. Period the end. I don't want to have to live with her. I don't enjoy being hollered at constantly. I hate that my best friends mum doesn't like my mum because she feels like my mum doesn't care about me at all and my brother is the important one. I don't feel like I should be the kid second in line because I'm not the little princess of a daughter she wanted or the boy that can carry on the damn last name. It's really not my fault I don't want to play softball, be a cheerleader or dress up in dresses and wear my hair down all the time. I dress pratically, not for show. I want to be able to what I enjoy without having to worry about getting hollered at or threatened for it. I like to ride horses. Yeah, we don't have the money to get me my own, why the hell do you think I try and go out and help in turn for riding? Ridind isn't just a faze like it is for some people, I want to have a boarding barn, a farrier and training service as well as doing my art and such. I don't want her telling me that she refuses to pay for any of my college, but is going to tell me I have to live with her and go full time so she can try and make my dad pay her child support. She had the nerve to try and tell me that my dad was paying half my college, she wasn't paying anything at all, I had to live with her, and even if I went down to Texas (I'm in PA) that my dad would be paying her child support. Complete bull, I wouldn't -let- him pay her for me when I'm not there. She tried telling me my dad owed her $20 for a shirt because my aunt's cat peed on it while I was with him, then haethe nerve to say that after she got the money she was going to put spray and wash on it to get the stain out and keep the money.

Then told me I was..said words for calling her ridiculous for doing that and that there was nothing right about it. >.> But anyway...I hate her, I hate living with her, and I hate how people view me because of her. *sigh* Thanks for reading if you got all the way to here...but you know. ;;

Maxxy · October 2010

Have you tried going into counseling with her? It might help her see how she's acting towards you.

Mileysmybaby · October 2010

I LOVE horses also! I understand I dont have my own horse yet but my BFF's have horses I use for Barrel Racing and Pole Bending ... I would -DIE- if I had to stop riding! I think maybe you should move to ur dads

Garnet · October 2010

Yea, I think maybe try living with your dad for a little while? It's nice here in Texas

And if you move close enough, maybe we could hang out!! =D I have two horses now and wouldn't mind you coming over and hanging out with me and them (Jasper is the only one at the house currently. Dixie is at the trainers.) I argue with my mother a lot too but she doesn't act anywhere NEAR that bad D=

Minx · October 2010

Garnet wrote:

Yea, I think maybe try living with your dad for a little while? It's nice here in Texas And if you move close enough, maybe we could hang out!! =D I have two horses now and wouldn't mind you coming over and hanging out with me and them (Jasper is the only one at the house currently. Dixie is at the trainers.) I argue with my mother a lot too but she doesn't act anywhere NEAR that bad D=

TRUE DAT! And youd get to see me if it was close

CallyKats Dachshunds · October 2010

Don't have the money to pay for a conselor, and my mum refuses to take responsibility for half the crap she does.

And vampy/garn. I was thinking about moving down there, I think I told vampy I wanted to move into her back yard once xD But I might stay up here and move in with Drew... We've talked about all this stuff already, haha. his mum's selling him the house and moving out, we're fixing up his barn so that we can board horses, can fit about 3-4 and advertise his woods as the trails (they're nice). And I'd be taking care of the place while he was in the air force for 4 years, then he's going to college on them. Or somethin like that, haha. But I def plan on visiting you guys sometime after I graduate!

I'm still not sure what I want to go to school for...I think I might just try to get a construction job after I take a 5 month (I think that's it) course in equine science with emphasism in farrier work. So I can do farrier, training, selling, boarding and art from Drew's house.

I mean..it sounds like a good idea, because we're definitely close and we haven't actually had a fight in 3 years, and haven't ever come close..just not positive about how plausible it it. I know I won't have any 250k vehicles or anything, but as long as I have a truck, horse trailer, house and horses I'm all good

oh, and I could do dog training as well.

Garnet · October 2010

Yea! Completely understandable! I think that could work out to be a great idea! You should totally come see us!! I went to see Lukari over summer vacation! =D Drove all the way to New York to see her and I live in East Texas xD

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