I hope for the best :/

So im not sure if anyone noticed but I haven't been on for long during last week.. this is because my boyfriends grandma got transported to this hospital/therapy place. She has not been doing good and the first couple of days she was talking and was alert, then things got worse they gave her medicine that made her sleep all the time and she was not alert at all. my boyfriend is a twin and his grandma rasied him and his sister for about 3 or 4 years. Their mom passed away after she got into a car accident but before that she dropped them off at their grandmas house and she told her she didn't want them anymore (I am crying as I type this ) They were taken in by their aunt who has spoiled the heck out of them like they were her own children (she is obsessed with cats and has a shirt that says ''all my kids have paws'' ) but anyway I was there with him since day one that his grandma went into this place. They had a nurse and another person come in and explain to them that this place is where they take in people of their last moments of living and make them comfortable and take care of them before they pass away. So they got the news sunday that their grandma wont live past thursday and so they are sleeping there tonight. I was invited because I haven't seen my boyfriend since sunday and I was sick monday and today.. i've been crying because I wont get to see him at all this week or weekend but I understand why. I told him i'd always be there for him but since im sick I cant I wont be able to focus at all this week for school and when I do think of it all I cry.. this isnt really a vent but I just need be happy but I dont know how