I feel like just yesterday, I was a little kid laying on the couch playing my Gameboy with Little Bear on the tv...and now I feel..old. Well, not like, old old, but, older than I should be. Here I am looking for a job, colleges, driving, swamped with homework every night, and paying for my own stuff while jobless. Im one of the youngest kids in my class, everyone is almost a year older than me. I feel like I still need some time to grow up. I dont know. Like theyve had more time to matrue than me, but we still face the same things. I dont feel like a kid anymore, but I dont want to be an adult. Im stuck inbetween. I just feel like Im in a weird place. Kind of a pointless post, not really a vent, but it made me feel better typing it out. Why did I grow up so fast? All I wanna do is go back to the days when I feel asleep on the car ride home and my parents carried me inside and put me to bed D;
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