last April my 24 yr old aunt died,,she had a 4 and a 5 year old....this has been the hardest thing ever in my life..after my parents divorced i went to live with her and my grandmother for 2 years and she was my best friend...i was only 7 then,,so she would push me on the swing and we would go walking around the neighborhood all the time..we use to joke and laugh around all the time..then i moved back with my mom and her new husband or soon to be i mean they married a yr after i move there...they have been together 6 or 7 years including dating and stuff but with my mom losing her only sister i dont no how much longer this will last they are fighting so much now....................my mom is always sad and depressed whuch just adds to my saddness and depression cuz i just think how would feelif i lost my sister....i write on my aunts facebook profile alot telling her how much i love her and miss and how much i wish she was still here with us on earth...but i no she is wit god walking the streets of gold trying to figure out y we cry when she is happy now.......it has been 4 months since my aunt died and for the first time since i have actually dreamed about her i feel like i see her every where i go.....at night it is the worst because i cant sleep anymore so i lay there thinking bout her and i just get sadder and sadder.....i dont understand how someone so young can be gone but i no she is whereather i like it or not....i love you so much Aunt Courtney and i wish you where still here..........
SmiLe :)
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