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Sleep; summer reading and more :|
Ever since summer has started I have not been able to sleep. I've been staying up to 2 am and then get up close to 1 pm. Lately its been getting annoying 
and I want to be able to go to bed at 10:30 the latest. Does anyone know what works to make me want to go to bed earlier? <br><br>Summer reading ughh. I dont have the patience(sp?) to read 2 books... I can't finish 1 book let alone 2. I've been putting it off and off since I got the book, I realize I have to read it but theres so many distractions in my house, my sister lives here with her daughter (my niece) and my mom, step-dad and I have been telling her shes old enough to find a job and move out. she had a job but for some reason quit it. her excuse is ''I have no choice but to live here'' my mom yelled at her after she said that.. She is the laziest person ever she wont even take her daughter (who is 1) outside to play.. she site on her laptop all day and leaves kaylee in her crib.. I am the one that has to take her outside. I am not doing it cause I have to im doing it because shes my niece and she needs to enjoy being a kid and also to get her out of that hot stuffy room. My sister is so rough with kaylee.. like she will just shove in the high chair without any care, she waits to feed her breakfast till 1 pm in the afternoon and she just so mean to her.. my mom and step dad yell at her constantly. She is a good girl and doesn't do anything wrong she has the occasional tantrums but shes 1 thats what they do lol.. anyways im not sure why but I have no place in the house to read, I cant read when there is noise. I can't go outside because its too hot. Also I get so distracted with the computer, tv and my boyfriend texting me. If any one has any advice id love to hear it 
<br><br>my last mini vent.. My step dad always has to find something to fight with me about and sometimes I get very upset because of the stuff he says. Like today as soon as I walk down the stairs (I was wearing a tanktop with my black skirt that has the waste belt thing) he says ''why are you so dressed up huh?'' (he said that in a very iggnorant way) really? im not dressed up. Am I not allowed to wear what I want? im 17 I think I can handle wearing what I want. The NEXT thing he gets all lover me about is ''theres lint on your skirt'' umm ok the skirt came out of the dryer yesterday.. it was in the draws, we dont have linkt rollers or any of that stuff.. we arnt going out in public so who cares and thinks its gross actually his extact words were '' thats so gross you shouldnt be wearing that thats no nasty it has lint on it'' really now who the heck cares. He always argues about the stupidest thing. In the car he argued with my mom about american idol this is how it went<br>him: you liked bucky covington on american idol<br>her: no I didn't I like his song now but not when he was on american idol<br>him: yes you did <br>her: no I didn't you can't tell me who I liked and who I didn't<br>him: (he freaks out on her) omg you did like him so stop<br>me: ....sorry but I believe she knows who she liked and who she didn't<br><br>honestly hes immature. I DISLIKE when he tries to joke around because I don't like joking around with him and if he does and I ignore him says ''it would be nice if you acknowledged(sp?) me when I say something'' like really your immature I was told to ignore him if he says stuff that gets me mad but I get yelled at <br><br>Thank you anyone that reads all this, im sorry im just stressed out and ready to cry I just needed to vent it out
and I want to be able to go to bed at 10:30 the latest. Does anyone know what works to make me want to go to bed earlier? <br><br>Summer reading ughh. I dont have the patience(sp?) to read 2 books... I can't finish 1 book let alone 2. I've been putting it off and off since I got the book, I realize I have to read it but theres so many distractions in my house, my sister lives here with her daughter (my niece) and my mom, step-dad and I have been telling her shes old enough to find a job and move out. she had a job but for some reason quit it. her excuse is ''I have no choice but to live here'' my mom yelled at her after she said that.. She is the laziest person ever she wont even take her daughter (who is 1) outside to play.. she site on her laptop all day and leaves kaylee in her crib.. I am the one that has to take her outside. I am not doing it cause I have to im doing it because shes my niece and she needs to enjoy being a kid and also to get her out of that hot stuffy room. My sister is so rough with kaylee.. like she will just shove in the high chair without any care, she waits to feed her breakfast till 1 pm in the afternoon and she just so mean to her.. my mom and step dad yell at her constantly. She is a good girl and doesn't do anything wrong she has the occasional tantrums but shes 1 thats what they do lol.. anyways im not sure why but I have no place in the house to read, I cant read when there is noise. I can't go outside because its too hot. Also I get so distracted with the computer, tv and my boyfriend texting me. If any one has any advice id love to hear it <br><br>my last mini vent.. My step dad always has to find something to fight with me about and sometimes I get very upset because of the stuff he says. Like today as soon as I walk down the stairs (I was wearing a tanktop with my black skirt that has the waste belt thing) he says ''why are you so dressed up huh?'' (he said that in a very iggnorant way) really? im not dressed up. Am I not allowed to wear what I want? im 17 I think I can handle wearing what I want. The NEXT thing he gets all lover me about is ''theres lint on your skirt'' umm ok the skirt came out of the dryer yesterday.. it was in the draws, we dont have linkt rollers or any of that stuff.. we arnt going out in public so who cares and thinks its gross actually his extact words were '' thats so gross you shouldnt be wearing that thats no nasty it has lint on it'' really now who the heck cares. He always argues about the stupidest thing. In the car he argued with my mom about american idol this is how it went<br>him: you liked bucky covington on american idol<br>her: no I didn't I like his song now but not when he was on american idol<br>him: yes you did <br>her: no I didn't you can't tell me who I liked and who I didn't<br>him: (he freaks out on her) omg you did like him so stop<br>me: ....sorry but I believe she knows who she liked and who she didn't<br><br>honestly hes immature. I DISLIKE when he tries to joke around because I don't like joking around with him and if he does and I ignore him says ''it would be nice if you acknowledged(sp?) me when I say something'' like really your immature I was told to ignore him if he says stuff that gets me mad but I get yelled at <br><br>Thank you anyone that reads all this, im sorry im just stressed out and ready to cry I just needed to vent it out 
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