When it's Just too Much

So me and my boyfriend of three months are getting along fine.. His parents aren't though..<br><br>I'm really freaking out that he's going to end up moving and having to leave me..<br><br>His mom actually said he might have to.. <br><br>I can't stay optimistic about anything really.. Because when I do things end up going bad so I've learned to expect the worst, for if you expect the best you'll get hurt more..<br>I don't know why but that's the way it works for me..<br><br>This isn't going to be easy.<br><br>I hate being stressed too because on top of me worrying about losing him I throw up and have constant stomach aches and sometimes get a fever..<br><br>But I'm already sick as it is, with or without the stress.. Stuffy nose, cough, and swollen sore throat. It could possibly be tonsilitis.. I don't think I'm making myself any better by stressing out.<br><br><br><br><span style="color:indigo">I just hope for everything to be alright.</span>