Life {Enough Venting for a year or more}

NickelbackLuver · March 2010

I don't vent often, but quite honestly, I think I'm getting winter depression. I haven't been able to go outside because 1. its too cold and 2. the snow won't just, go away already. So, I'm stuck inside with nothing to do but sit around on the computer and get annoyed at everyone and everything on here. For various reasons. Probably all of them wouldn't bother me normally if I wasn't so miserable at the moment. So, I'm going to spend some of my indoor time 'letting it all out'. For the third day now, I've just felt downright exhausted and pained. My muscles are all sore for no reason, and something in my side has been killing me (hurts to laugh on the few occasions that I do, isn't that just depressing?) School is still the same as it has been for two years. Instead of complaining about my friends/boyfriends like I see so many people do on here, and elsewhere, I'm going to complain about not even having any to complain about. Too bad these people wouldn't realize what they have when they complain that their friends weren't doing everything right. Just be thankful you have people to talk to, because I don't. I also want to vent about people online complaining about their parents for small things (like, RESPONSIBILITY, heard of it?) I love my parents and respect them, and when they tell me to do chores I don't feel like doing, I do them without feeling the need to go vent about something so small like that. While in this greedy little place called the world, parents are the ones who think about you when no one else does, and they care for you. Nothing ticks me off more than when people make up things and blow everything out of proportion to make their parents look bad. (please realize, I -do- know there are bad parents out there, and I'm sorry for people who don't have good parents. This is why I'm so annoyed that people who do take advantage of them) <--- my little mini anti-vent for many venters out there xD AND on top of all of that. There has been no Bleach for months. No wonder I've been in such a bad mood. You all can blame Adult Swim for holding Bleach off on me D; There are many rainy months ahead.

Garnet · March 2010

I know exactly how you feel about the parents thing. i used to disrespect my parents and get mad at them for the little things but my boyfriend of three years has lived with his grandparents since he was 6 months old because he has bad parents that wont/cant provide for him. ive seen the struggles he goes through not having parents like i do. it really made me realize that i shouldnt take advantage of my parents love and now it really annoys me when i hear other people complain about their parents being "mean" so im right there with you on that! lol

NickelbackLuver · March 2010

Glad to know I'm not the only one annoyed at that

And, I can imagine something like that would change someone's mind. I've known a few people who don't have parents there to nag them at all, or they have parents who just don't care. While I don't know what that feels like, I know these people probably wish for what so many people neglect to realize is important.

Garnet · March 2010

Yea, it was hard seeing him struggle with those things. his mom hated me for some reason too 0.0 (we broke up a little while back btw) when i was with him my dad kinda stepped up and tried to show him what a real father was like and take him out just the two of them to hunt and fish and stuff and just hang out and do stuff dads do i guess xD that really made me re-think the whole "my parents are mean" thing.

Sea Oats · March 2010

Gahh, I know how you feel. \: I've been in this weird funk lately too. You have lots of friends here you can talk to, though! I'm always here if you need to rant/scream.

And I totally agree with the parent thing also. I have a really really amazing mom, but I've never had a relationship with my dad, and since he left 12 years ago, I don't even talk to him anymore. Granted, I'm better off without him, but if he were a decent dad, I would want him in my life. People take their parents for granted, my sister is one of them. She bellyaches about my mom all the time and it makes me so mad because she's the one that's raised us both and kept us strong through everything we've been through.

Garnet · March 2010

Exactly Sea Oats. Thats how i was at one time. Im always here for anyone to rant too as well xD Im like Lukari's psychiatrist for when shes upset lol. Appearantly I'm a good listener 0.0

NickelbackLuver · March 2010

Lol, thanks guys xD I like talking face to face with people too. I was really close to one of my friends. We're more open with each other now though with the distance it seems like xD We can talk about people (*cough, guys*) without worrying that the other will do anything to make it obvious anyway xD But, still D; I miss having people around. I may not be incredibly social, but I do still want to talk to people. And, yay

I'm glad Im not the only one that feels that way

sometimes I feel like, Im abnormal for loving my parents since people talk so badly about theirs all the time

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Life {Enough Venting for a year or more}

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