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Sleep Deprivation...plus more. ._.
I've been deprived of sleep..<br><br>Today has been a rather long day, since before I went to sleep last night; which was around 1.30 in the morning.. e.e<br><br>I had a dream, that felt like it took the 7 hours I was sleeping. So I felt like I didn't get any sleep, right? Si.<br><br>Well, then I went to school after stressing out about thinking I was going to miss the bus since I always stress about it when we have a two hour delay. I did some work in school..and had to hear everyone complaining about how "we shouldn't have to do any work! we shouldn't even have to be here! we had the rest of the week off other than tuesday, why didn't they just give us off today to!?" and more of that crap. Get. Over. It. >.> It's not a big damn deal to actually get up around 8 in the morning and actually go to school to do a little work and socialize a bit.<br><br>I then walked downtown to BP to get some snacks and drinks for later on at stage crew when I got back to the school..it took less time than I had expected to go to BP and back..so I had to sit at the school outside the auditorium listening to musical practice from 3.30 to 5. e.e I then had stage crew at 5. <br><br>Now see, I don't like a few people at stage crew because either they've called me names (innapropriate) or other reasons I won't list on here.<br>So at stage crew (events)::<br>-Carly (female that I don't like..and I can't even swim in my own pool because her dad is a creeper... 
) asks where Drew (my best friend is). We tell her he's not here. She's like, "Well obviously he's not here, or I wouldn't be asking," in one of those snotty, stuck-up voices, ya know? And I'm always on guard around her, because if she touches me/comes near me..well, it's either I'm going to have to control myself or end up hurting her, so..ya know. I tell her that he's working at the Elks, then turn to Chelsey (another friend of mine) and ask why the hell it matters where he is. Like, he's not here, he doesn't plan on coming, why do you need to know where he is. Carly and Drew don't like each other at all..which is another reason it pissed me off, because why do you want to know anyway? Thank everything she left early..I couldn't have taken her whining and insulting (which she says is "joking") the whole time. e.e<br>-Celina (freshman) is always hovering over Gerger (our shop teacher and director for stage crew). It's obvious that she likes him, and if I was him I'd probably flip out on her. He's a teacher and you're a freshman, stop crushing on a 28 year old or so when you aren't even 15 yet, it's uncalled for. I mean, yeah, he's attractive, but why must you hover and constantly be up his ass about things? And he has a fiance, he's not one of those creeper teachers. :roll: (I've had those before... *shudders*)<br>-Chelsey left with Jesse (an ex-friend. I don't like him b.c he used me as an excuse to go do..innapropriate things with other people) to go to a "valentines day party" at a freshman's house..this freshman has..a lot of wrong things under her belt, so to speak..so I don't really approve of Chelsey going (because she's going through a hard time now and she's sensitive), but I'm not going to stop her or anything...but the fact is that she said she was staying until after I left, and then just up and left 15 minutes after telling me she was going to the party. >.o so I was one of two females left with *counts* seven males..and the other female was Celina. ;-;<br>-I felt useless... x.x I mean, I did stuff. I lifted stuff, carried, helped hold one of the stage forms (about a 100/160 lbs of wood) up. and drilled two screws in..but that's it. D; I hate feeling useless. I mean, I could do all the other stuff that the guys were doing..but there's the stereotype things about how females don't do that kind of work and blah blah blah. I almost went off on Scott about it, coz he said all the females were going to start painting while the males finished building. I was like, excuse me? I don't think so. I do digital art, I don't do painting. lol I mean, I'll do it if my house or such needs painted, but I'd rather be building stuff and such..<br><br>And now it's 3 in the morning..and I'm still up, because the adults are still in the living room, which is where the couch I'm sleeping on is. >.o I think they're finally leaving to go to sleep...but I don't feel like I've slept at all since Wednesday night..and I'm really tired. I don't think that I'll be going for a four/five hour walk/run in the woods tomorrow. x.x<br><br>Oh, and cookies and whatever else snacks you'd like if you read all that and had anything to say. XD
) asks where Drew (my best friend is). We tell her he's not here. She's like, "Well obviously he's not here, or I wouldn't be asking," in one of those snotty, stuck-up voices, ya know? And I'm always on guard around her, because if she touches me/comes near me..well, it's either I'm going to have to control myself or end up hurting her, so..ya know. I tell her that he's working at the Elks, then turn to Chelsey (another friend of mine) and ask why the hell it matters where he is. Like, he's not here, he doesn't plan on coming, why do you need to know where he is. Carly and Drew don't like each other at all..which is another reason it pissed me off, because why do you want to know anyway? Thank everything she left early..I couldn't have taken her whining and insulting (which she says is "joking") the whole time. e.e<br>-Celina (freshman) is always hovering over Gerger (our shop teacher and director for stage crew). It's obvious that she likes him, and if I was him I'd probably flip out on her. He's a teacher and you're a freshman, stop crushing on a 28 year old or so when you aren't even 15 yet, it's uncalled for. I mean, yeah, he's attractive, but why must you hover and constantly be up his ass about things? And he has a fiance, he's not one of those creeper teachers. :roll: (I've had those before... *shudders*)<br>-Chelsey left with Jesse (an ex-friend. I don't like him b.c he used me as an excuse to go do..innapropriate things with other people) to go to a "valentines day party" at a freshman's house..this freshman has..a lot of wrong things under her belt, so to speak..so I don't really approve of Chelsey going (because she's going through a hard time now and she's sensitive), but I'm not going to stop her or anything...but the fact is that she said she was staying until after I left, and then just up and left 15 minutes after telling me she was going to the party. >.o so I was one of two females left with *counts* seven males..and the other female was Celina. ;-;<br>-I felt useless... x.x I mean, I did stuff. I lifted stuff, carried, helped hold one of the stage forms (about a 100/160 lbs of wood) up. and drilled two screws in..but that's it. D; I hate feeling useless. I mean, I could do all the other stuff that the guys were doing..but there's the stereotype things about how females don't do that kind of work and blah blah blah. I almost went off on Scott about it, coz he said all the females were going to start painting while the males finished building. I was like, excuse me? I don't think so. I do digital art, I don't do painting. lol I mean, I'll do it if my house or such needs painted, but I'd rather be building stuff and such..<br><br>And now it's 3 in the morning..and I'm still up, because the adults are still in the living room, which is where the couch I'm sleeping on is. >.o I think they're finally leaving to go to sleep...but I don't feel like I've slept at all since Wednesday night..and I'm really tired. I don't think that I'll be going for a four/five hour walk/run in the woods tomorrow. x.x<br><br>Oh, and cookies and whatever else snacks you'd like if you read all that and had anything to say. XD 
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