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I'm finished with everything

3Eagles3Eagles
edited January 2010 in Vent
A few of you know I've had some major stress in my life since Novemberish. I was hoping with the new year that things would take a turn for the better but that's not happening unfortunately. I'm not one to give up but current situations just make me want to run screaming for the hills. I don't cry cause I usually let no one that close to hurt me, but I've had so much crap going on that I've had a few crying sessions. It seems like this is a season of fights and I'm so sick of it. What hurts the most is it's the people I'm closest to are the ones handing out the stress. I HATE drama and that's all that's happening. I don't know how I can take anything else. It's like I get everything back to a semi ok and I'm doing fine when something blows another hole in my ship and I start to sink again. I smile and hide what I'm feeling till I'm alone and then let it all out. It's so ironic that most of my friends come to me for advice on how to fix certain things in their lives but I can't even keep my ship afloat do to speak. I just learned today that the person I love most in this world didn't <br>understand a very important part of who I am and we got into a fight. All this fighting has to end sometime but it seems like we move on and forgive<br> and something else happens and we have to start all over again. I just <br>want peace and shelter from lifes storms at the moment. I prefer to stand <br>on my own two feet and not lean on anyone for help. I don't even know<br> why I'm even writing this. I love all you guys! Thanks for reading all of this. *hands you cookies*. If anyone else has ever had one storm after another please let me know if it eventually stops. -Triss
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Comments

  • HibachiHibachi
    97.104.112.161
    Aw. -huggles- You'll get through it, Triss. I know how you feel, me and my boyfriend fought A LOT these pass few months (especially in December) and now we are getting better, we have minor things to work out...but it's all good. Relationships go through stages, and sometimes it's best if that person isn't in your life, weather it be a friend, boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse, or family member. I say give yourself alone time, do something you love and do it alone, everyone needs a break sometimes. ^^
  • 3Eagles3Eagles
    75.185.42.203
    Avla wrote:
    Aw. -huggles- You'll get through it, Triss. I know how you feel, me and my boyfriend fought A LOT these pass few months (especially in December) and now we are getting better, we have minor things to work out...but it's all good. Relationships go through stages, and sometimes it's best if that person isn't in your life, weather it be a friend, boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse, or family member. I say give yourself alone time, do something you love and do it alone, everyone needs a break sometimes. ^^
    <br><br>relationships are definitely a lotta work. I'm ok with the occassional fight but it seems like all we do anymore is fight about something. I'd never even dream of leaving him but I'm tired of getting hurt, ya know? He's busy a lot so I get alone time a lot. Maybe having even more might help some. *huggles*. I'm glad to hear you and your guy are doing better. Gives me some hope that things will calm down soon.
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  • HibachiHibachi
    97.104.112.161
    Trisscar wrote:
    <br>relationships are definitely a lotta work. I'm ok with the occassional fight but it seems like all we do anymore is fight about something. I'd never even dream of leaving him but I'm tired of getting hurt, ya know? He's busy a lot so I get alone time a lot. Maybe having even more might help some. *huggles*. I'm glad to hear you and your guy are doing better. Gives me some hope that things will calm down soon.
    <br><br>The occasional fight is good for relationships, and letting each other know how you feel is good too. I was usually the instigator and I had a lot of jealousy issues, but he did his share. How long have y'all been together? Usually long distance relationships/long term are when arguments boil up, me and my boyfriend have been together for over a year and we also have an long distance relationship when I come to visit my family in Florida for months at a time, we never fight when we are together, I only remember one time it got bad but we made up 10 minutes later. xD<br>Sometimes you have to be the bigger person and calm down before things get ugly, then you can discuss how you feel on a situation without arguments - that's how I usually do it. :D
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