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Stess!
Hay, everyone. I needed to visit VP for a stress reliever, its the only place I can rant and I need my frandss. xD<br>First, I miss you all, but I have to say I've gotten a lot done while I was gone.<br>Anyways,<br>-My boyfriends dog has been in and out of the ER. About a week or so after I left VP she went into the ER again and was almost put to sleep, fortunately she recovered and is at home, but she is on a strict diet and can only be let outside at certain times.<br><br>-Secondly, Ajax almost died, because he escaped his cage and my cat tried eating him.<br><br>-Thirdly, my computer keeps screwing up, I just got rid of 10 viruses that where destroying my computer.<br><br>-Fourthly, I hate Florida.<br><br>-And fifth, (this will be long) I found out my boyfriend is lying about something that is so completely stupid I do not think anything can top this in the history of lying. And he is suppose to be the person I can trust, and I even tried making him feel bad about it saying things like "you know I trust you, so I would expect you to tell me this" and he's like "of course I would tell you, it would be stupid to lie about it" ._. Even if it's just little, who knows what else he could be lying about....even though i doubt he is, I just feel like I have to be cautious with him nowadays because one lie can become a big lie. And he's the person I trust the most. Not only is it in real life, I also always have dreams of him cheating on me the night before he even lies, and I wake up freaked out and mad, then the rest of the day is ruined and what's worse is he knows I expect him to say it would never happen, but instead he just says "weird" >.> And what's worse is I know he's lying, it would be different if I didn't know...but I guess I'm glad I know. And thing is I have proof he's lying. Ugh. I just want to call him out on it. I feel like I need to stand over him because he never lies when we are together, but when I am in Florida...we fight constantly...it's just odd, I'm assuming it's because we miss each other. I hope.<br>I guess this payback from the things I did over summer. :x<br><br>And regular things are stressing me out, school, family, etc.
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