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One Minute I'm Great and the Next....

edited November 2009 in Vent
Blah. Well, I've been having a few odd health problems and my doctor's convinced they're from "silent" migranes. (Migranes without the headache.) Yet, these still worry me sometimes. One minute I feel fine and the next one little thing is enough to set me off and make me worried and depressed and blah.<br><br>And it's not just that. It's other stuff too. Like at school. There's this one girl who I though was a really good friend, but lately I've noticed that she's not as nice as I first thought. I really don't have any good friends at school. I have two best friends, but one is homeschooled and one lives in a different school district. A lot of times I feel left out at school, mainly because of this one girl. One minute I'll be talking to her and the next she says "Oh, I'm gonna go over there with them." and then leaves me all alone. Her and a group of her friends that I'd like to get to know better always seems to leave other people out. They made this club that they brag about all the time, and they never let anyone else join. One minute I'll be talking to them, and the next they turn away and talk about something else which doesn't include me. I'm beggining to think she's not really a good friend, but she's the only person I have in my classes that I can really talk to.<br><br><br>The bottom line is, I'll do something really fun and have great time. I'll be in a great mood. Then one little thing will happen and I start thinking negativly and worrying and feeling blah. It's one of my worst qualities and I hate it. I just want this to end and things to go back to normal. :roll:
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Comments

  • Argh. I get those moments.
    "I am carrying all my hatred and contempt for power, its laws, its authority, its society, and I have no room for guilt or fear of punishment."-Diego Rios
    Semper Fi.
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