One of my Worst Habits.

*Sigh.* One of my worst habits has been driving me nuts for the past couple of days. :roll: <br><br>As some of you know, I've ridden horses a couple years ago and lately have been <span style="font-style:italic">dying</span> to get back in the saddle. A friend of ours owns a horse she was willing to let me ride, and my mom saw her husband on Sunday. Well, he said that I could possibly ride on Monday, (yesterday) and that he'd talk to his wife. So yesterday, I was anxiously waiting for her to call, hoping she'd invite me to the barn she boards him at. I thought about it almost all day. "Why hasn't she called? Maybe he forgot to tell her. What if he left her a note and she didn't see it? Is she going to say yes? OK, its after 12:00pm and she hasn't called, does this mean I definatly won't be going today?" Well, she never called, and although I wasn't too dissapointed, I still wondered why she hadn't called.<br><br>Yesterday afternoon, my mom said I could consider taking riding lessons again. I went my farm's website, and e-mailed the owner to inquire about the prices and times and dates she had open. I've checked my e-mail at least 5 times today wondering if she replyed, and no responce. Once again, I wondered "What if she never checks her e-mail? What if her e-mail doesn't work? Shouldn't she have replyed by now?"<br><br>So yep. That's my worst habit. I'm always anxious and impatient when I'm waiting for something exciting to happen.<br><br>Does anyone here have this problem or have advice on how to get rid of this habit?