I don't want to go.. D:

MondyFlax · July 2009

I don't want to go start school again. I'm honestly scared. There are many people that want to jump me and stuff like that, and I just don't want to go. I have to start at a new school, but with all the same bullies and jerks. I just..don't want to.. Is anyone else having this problem?

lovefrompaige · July 2009

I am dreading school too. I missed the people to death but the actual school work and peer pressure and constant stress about studying and tests is one thing I'm not looking forward too. Espiecally when I just found out I'm taking ALL AP classes. . . (college level classes) So this is gonna be fun. :roll:

MondyFlax · July 2009

lovefrompaige wrote:

I am dreading school too. I missed the people to death but the actual school work and peer pressure and constant stress about studying and tests is one thing I'm not looking forward too. Espiecally when I just found out I'm taking ALL AP classes. . . (college level classes) So this is gonna be fun. :roll:

I dun wanna go back at all.. ;.; Almost half the people I hate and I can't stand pressure at all...I don't get any sleep during the school year. Ever. >.< I dun wanna go -clings-

lovefrompaige · July 2009

I don't get much sleep either. . . I don't see how most of the people at my school go to bed at like 3 in the morning just cause. . . Like they had nothing better to do. :roll: I'd be dead if I had to wake up at 6 AM with only 3 hours of sleep. . .! Then sports after school till 5?! No way! :x

MondyFlax · July 2009

lovefrompaige wrote:

I don't get much sleep either. . . I don't see how most of the people at my school go to bed at like 3 in the morning just cause. . . Like they had nothing better to do. :roll: I'd be dead if I had to wake up at 6 AM with only 3 hours of sleep. . .! Then sports after school till 5?! No way! :x

I have to wake up at five every day next year. I have a sleeping disorder, and I usually can't fall asleep until like 2 AM, and I'm not aloud to take pills (doctor's orders) >.< It's going to be really hard for me D;

lovefrompaige · July 2009

Do you go to bed early then? :? What I do is listen to my ipod till I can't stand it no more and then throw it down on the bed. . .

Then, I crash. :roll: It works everytime for me!

MondyFlax · July 2009

lovefrompaige wrote:

Do you go to bed early then? :? What I do is listen to my ipod till I can't stand it no more and then throw it down on the bed. . . Then, I crash. :roll: It works everytime for me!

I try, but as I said. I have a sleeping disorder. e.e Causes me to not be able to sleep so much no matter how hard I try, I forgot what it's called =/

Pepper97 · July 2009

I'm a nerd. 8| xD But I still try. I straighten my hair and crap that realy just doesn't do any good. People still make my life miserable. Oh, well. I just come home and tell my gecko everything and it makes it beeter.

â™¥Andreaâ™¥ · July 2009

Mondy has sleep issues too?!? hehe, I tend to always think I'm the only one xD I have sleep insomnia..same thing? Maybe? Well, anywho, I have a lot of issues sleeping too.. ESPECIALLY with all of school's stupid stress... Soo...I usually do something that forces me to not think.. At least not about school or my life. Ya know? So, that usually involves a movie or...something of that nature. And then I just do that until I get really tired OR, if I feel like I'm gonna have a bad night, I just watch until I do fall asleep and then when I finally drag myself to bed, I can usually fall right back asleep again. I dunno, works for me. ALSO (sorry, but I've been working on perfecting the ability to sleep a loooong time xD ) Make sure you have a routine, doing different stuff at different times messes up your body's internal clock even moooore. Well, hope that helped at least a little? P.S. I'm not allowed to be on sleep aids either.. (Family history of addiction) Buuut, ask your doctor if you could take melatonin, it's not medicine it's a hormone that your body would naturally produce if you didn't have a sleep disorder. I usually have to take like 10, but it helps. xD And try not to get too stressed about people... They don't really make a difference if they iz being stupidheads xD I have lots of issues with -certain- people too, but I find being indifferent makes their "games" a whole lot less fun...so they tend to leave you alone.. or at least lighten up. And TALK TALK TALK about it. Pepper's gecko surely doesn't mind being a therapist.. And most good people won't either :] I talk to mah sister. She tends to be really blunt and it helps with comic relief if you are having a bad day. Ya know, if someone's being a poopyface, she'll be the one to start getting all "well, you know what? they can go die. because they can't handle being mature human beings" and she gets so P.O.ed it's HILARIOUS. But if you ever need to vent s'more, my PM box is ALWAYS open :]

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