WORST day ever, and poor, poor guppy must pay! AWW!

This is probably my worst day ever. So my mom tells me she's going to the hospital b/c "her brother" (I've never met him, and he's not considered my uncle, b/c of the next part) is in the hospital dying of a stroke. He did drugs and drinks a lot, so that's the cause, and why I've never met him, but of course he's my mom's brother so she's upset anyways. So yeah, uncle I've never met dies today. THEN, I try to clean my buppy's (baby guppy) tab=nk today, because he's a week old and it's very dirty. So I remove him, and out him in the food lid full of water and clean the tank. And when I'm putting him back in, the lid falls out of my hand, and my buppy goes with it. This is my only buppy in my FIRST clutch! I can't get him, so knowing he's probably dead anyways, I just pick him up. Well, that squishes him, and makes me verrrry sad. I put the guppy in the bowl, and see if he lives somehow. So then I start crying, because I doubt he lived and go see my dog b/c I just murdered my only buppy from my first clutch. So I go see my dog and cry for a while. When I go back, I'm about to go either bury, flush or feed my baby to another fish, when I knock the shelf above. It comes down. ON TOP of where buppy is. Great. Now I have to clean up the glass and gravel from the empty bowl, and find my buppy in the bowl of glass and rocks. In the middle, I try calling 2 of my closest friends but nobody is home, so I finish cleaning. I just fed my buppy to my betta, as I was so mad, and tired, by then. Sorry, this was long, but I'm really depressed.<br><br><br>FINISHED.