DJ 1/5/00 - 5/11/09

DJ, my love. I miss you so much already. I'm sorry we had to go through everything the way we did. It hurt me so much inside. <br>We all miss you. Your three sisters and your brother. Oden misses you the most. He just sits around all day. I miss seeing you get annoyed at him loving on you all the time. He was the only cat you ever tolerated. I miss seeing you playing ball by yourself. It was the cutest thing. It took you eight years to decide that you liked to play with your tennis balls. I miss seeing you go mole hunting. There sure wasn't anything quite like a three-legged dog digging. Shockingly, I miss your constant barking. I miss that annoying little Malamute whine of yours. <br>I always find myself looking out into the yard to see you. You're not there. I'm sorry baby boy. It hurts so much inside of me. <br>I blame everything on myself. We grew up together. We learned together. We didn't know any better. Human beings are just stupid creatures. You would think that they would learn from experience. I guess not. Look where that got us! I'm so, so sorry buddy. My precious baby boy. I love you DJ. Sometimes I think that I was the only one who ever loved you. I know I was. <br>I hope you enjoyed your cheeseburgers. It's just like you to eat a whole cheeseburger in one bite. It made me laugh so hard on such a horrible day. I'm sorry the vet tech was such a complete jerk when we went to the vet. I should have been the one holding you. You were MY dog. What does she know. Your body was buried with a ball in your mouth and a ball between your front leg and stubby. I will miss you so much. I cry for you everytime I think about you. We will meet again one day my handsome man. Everyone keeps telling me that you have your leg once more. I would very much like to see a four-legged DJ. It's been so long. <br>Until we meet again, my love. <br>I'm yours forever and always, <br>Mama