Uggh

Well, My mums been saying for awhile that im moving out.. i got use to the idea when she said i didnt have to.. now once again shes sain i do, she said id be out by today and i kinda wish i was cuz both my mum and sister are starting to p*ss me off.. like, last week she went to sainsburys and bought food, as the cupboards were bare but who did she buy food for?.. Not me thats who! she knows im piecitarian(sp? i only eat fish) and when i said something she said 'Well i bought some veggies' now, some, in my opinion, in the format she was refering to them, make up a meal, did these?, no, for one i like most veggies just not tree like ones - broccilli/colliflower.. and what did she buy? broccilli, colliflower and carrots! what was i suppose to do, have a bowl of carrots for dinner?, Ehh 'Fink not.. Now theres a corner shop, closes at 10pm, so i ask her at 10mins to 9pm 'Can i go get something for dinner' 10-to-10 she called me through and said 'Yes but ive only got £4' now this corner shop isnt really a corner shop as its ATLEAST 10mins away including if you run as theres heaps of roads, so i got nothing, but, there was a packet of crisps and i made a sammich, when she saw the pack she said 'Right thats it you get nothing' and that was all id had in 24hrs (one time she staved me for 29hrs though, i had to steal food when she was sleeping) <br><br>Anyway<br><br>I came back the other day, i was staying at a friends, i came back to get/wash clothes.. she had been pretty hostile on the phone so i didnt want much to do with her... she was suppose to leave the door open but she didnt so i knocked, first thing i heard was 'Dont knock again the dogs are barking' what was i suppose to do?, hover through the door?, call them with my immaginary mobile(cell phone) i think not. .. . anyway when the door opened it was clear she wasnt moving so i shoved passed, then i hear heavy footsteps and another hostile voice 'How dare you hit me' i rushed to the livingroom and tried to lock myself in but she kept shoving the door open, so i shoved it to closed and it slamed and then it was repeated then she said 'Do that once more and ill call the police' and so she tried again and i closed it once more.. i dont know if she called or not.. but i heard her say i wasnt welcome anymore and she wanted me out NOW , next morning came and i repeated it to her and she said 'Dont be silly you are welcome, why do you have to hold grudges like that?' i use to be SOOO forgiving 5mins after something happened id have already forgiven them they've turned me to what i am ... they are both so handy with fists that whenever something turns nasty i lock myself in the room they want in most, theyve realised that banging on the door doesnt solve anything as i dont move so anything dies quickly which is why i still do it.. <br><br>Due to all this i accually want to move out.. but first i need a place and my laptop/ (my mum broke my old phone so) A new phone/ money (in the past 3 years i think shes given my bro 49k so im sure she can stretch to a couple hundered for me) <br><br>I plan to take my rabbit with me and make him a house bunny hes already litter trained so should be easy, in a couple of months (after i move) ill get him a friend, possibly his offspring as ive never neutered him because he's soo friendly it seemed pointless but with a friend he'd need to be >< id get a doe and call her Mika (i love mika lol)