Ebony's falling... (Possibly)

Ebony · March 2009

I may be falling for one of by BGF's. And that scares me, alot actually. I've never really had a major crush on anyone, 15 years, OMG! Minor crushes, but nothing that really made me flutter and walk on air. But I did get "Engaged" (I was little, ok?!?!?) when I was 6 to my best friend, who at the time was a guy because: A) No girls my age lived on my street then. B) I was the only girl in my pre-school class. Anyways, back to the crime scene. Every day of march break we passed the driving range his family owns, and I wondered each time if he was there working. And I've been thinking alot more about him, mostly when watching movies on my Ipod at night, because he likes the same movies I do. I also accidentally named and modeled a character after him in the story I'm writing for fun. (Possibly going to become a novel and be published, if I ever finish.) I'm fairly close to my friends, both guys and girls, and I don't want to ruin our friendship. We can talk about anything, and we have the same interests (Science, Technology, Drama, Writing...). And now I have butterflies in my stomach... grar. (BTW, he is also the first initial in my location - J) Dammit, why me?

kimyo · March 2009

lol. I get it sometimes too, but I tend to fight it off. =P I HATE it when my parents make fun of me because I like someone, and you're lucky that you don't have a mom as a big mouth. Her brothers and sisters (my aunts and uncles) even say that she has a big mouth and she even laughs. If your relationship works out, great! =D If it doesn't and he gets mad at you and keeps things against you, then that's not a friend AT ALL. If the relationship doesn't work out and he doesn't tell anyone your bad habits or anything personal, you know that's a good friend to keep no matter what. LOL! This reminds me of well, meh. hehe xD Anyways, I used to like a guy because we were the best friends since, ever. Well, I started to like him more and more and he started to notice it. =P He came up to me and said that we'd never be any closer than friends. Thank goodness he told me that because I'd go crazy and live with cats for the rest of my life. I now realize that he's not the best person ever. hehe You have to remember that no matter what happens, you know there are ways out, and if you want to stay in, be ready for anything to come at you. lol If you have any friends that love to "tease" you, then be ready to blush a lot. Yeah, it's normal to get butterflies. xD I always like someone, but I try not to show it because my friends also have big mouths. We even play a game where they combine your name and the other person's name. Example Jennie and Roger = Rennie or Joger. xD It's a fun thing to do, but if you're falling for someone, prepare to have some fun. haha

DiamondPuppy0809 · March 2009

It's a ton of fun as KimYo was suggesting. BUT, it's also really annoying. I liked one of my guy friends for 4 years. And I'm 13... meaning, since I was in grade 4 -_- It might be close to five years now... But he wasn't a really good friend. Just someone I hung out with... almost everyday... after school. x.x I don't anymore. In grade seven we didn't hang out anymore. But I hang out with him a BIT now... not as much fun anymore considering I know that he's totally oblivious to everything A LOT. Anyways; it's fun. My friends and I have nicknames for each and every guy we've ever liked. Hah, mine was Spoon. o.o I'm not going to mention why because it's an inside joke and because... well, I SHOULDN'T mention why xD We've also got: Math, Gummi Bear, Hot Chocolate, Milkshake, etc. It's hilarious to have all the guys going, 'Wth. What are you talking about? Why did the conversation switch to Gummi bears?!' XD WE burst out laughing all the while they're scratching their heads and feeling like morons. Hehe, it's a blast. Until someone gets hurt. ;_; Then it's all ice cream and sleepovers. (Come to think of it, they're a blast, too.) But when fallin' for a guy (YOU ARE SOOO LUCKY IT NEVER HAPPENED TO YOU UNTIL NOW!) make sure to wear a helmet and knee pads because there's a pretty good chance you'll get beat up somewhere a long. -Sighs- All I can really say.

kimyo · March 2009

HAHA! My friends and I do that too! OMG! We have soo many memories, that we can call out weird things that were a part of it and we'd all laugh as a group then other people would walk by with weird looks on their eyes. xD Examples: Bowling Shoes! Ketchup! We get so random at times, it's scary. xD

DiamondPuppy0809 · March 2009

kimyo wrote:

HAHA! My friends and I do that too! OMG! We have soo many memories, that we can call out weird things that were a part of it and we'd all laugh as a group then other people would walk by with weird looks on their eyes. xD Examples: Bowling Shoes! Ketchup! We get so random at times, it's scary. xD

Us, too. We've had our saying (that we joke around to the guys when they're bein' mean): I'll kill you with a shovel! xD It all started when me and my 4 best friends were digging up a hole behind my house for our time capsul at 4:00 AM. One of my besties said, 'I weel keel you wif theese shovel!' and burst out laughing. Ever since then she's always said she killed Spoon with a shovel. So, now, apparently, I can't kill anyone with a shovel until I get it back from him. He doesn't know he has the invisible killing shovel, either. So, I gave up. xD

Ebony · March 2009

Garfieldz Gal wrote:

But when fallin' for a guy (YOU ARE SOOO LUCKY IT NEVER HAPPENED TO YOU UNTIL NOW!) make sure to wear a helmet and knee pads because there's a pretty good chance you'll get beat up somewhere a long. -Sighs- All I can really say.

Damn that sucks. Alot. He wasn't at school today... I wish he was, becuase I miss him.

All my other friends were there, including all the other guys, so he missed alot of fun. We are a random bunch, my and my friends... mostly guys (like, 9), and about 2-4 girls, depending on if Kelly and Rose are with us. And we tease eachother, so if we do get together... I'm gonna die of embarassment. Him too, BTW. Lmao

MondyFlax · March 2009

This happens for so many people.. Honestly, I love my best friend Ty =x.. Things didn't work out for me..but I hope they do for you. It's hard, I know.. I'm heads-over-heels-crazy about Ty..

But even if it doesn't work out, if he is a true friend, nothing'll change between you two. If you still likelike him afterwords, let it be.. one day I betcha he'll fall for ya. Luckily, I have one of the friends who doesn't change no matter what words and feelings.<33 Hope it all works out..

Ebony · March 2009

Ok, so he was back at school today... but I didn't tell him anything about my little "secret". We talked ALOT, turns out he was at the range everytime I drove past (he worked 9-5, camp was about 9:30-4). And we were our normal selves... we got into a v8 smack fight (Yes, ALL of the letters in my location smacking each other in the forehead v8 commercial style). And we got our updated marks for science... he was surprised that I didn't rub it in that my mark was 3% higher than his (He's a smarty-pants, in a good way. Well, we both are, him more-so though.). XD Ah well... maybe tomorrow? Llama-o's (=lmao... don't ask, its been a looooooong day.) On the bad side, I have 4 projects on the go right now... blech. Science, geography, religion and english. Two are due on thursday, with "professional attire" for my science presentation (I'm gonna change at lunch... I can't wear a skirt/dress/dress pants+shirt all day. I need my Tee's and zip-ups.).

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