I Just Want To Scream!

Ok, my friend...I'll call her K. We've been friends since third grade...we tell each other everything. Everyone knows we're always together and when we're not together we're talking to each other on the phone for hours on end. So, lately it seems all she has room to talk about is the two guys that have a crush on her or how awesome she is. We'll be on the phone and when she gets bored of the current conversation she'll say 'I'm gonna look so pretty when my braces are off'......'_____ said that I rock....I do rock don't I'.......'I'm texting ______ he's the guy you like right? Well he's so awesome and funny'.<br>And she'll complain about things and make a pouty face (which is very obviously fake) over things that she actually loves....and probably just wants me to know how awesome she is or something.....so I'll be jealous.<br>At the binggining of this school year we were walking around with our friends....including our crushes at the time. So, suddenly we were talking and she tells everyone I have a crush on so-and-so....who is standing two feet away. (I'm not sure what I did to deserve that) That is not the first or the last time she blurted out something that was important to me to keep secret.<br>Plus, there's a couple guys other then my ex that have a crush on me. I'm not going to tell her cause I know she'll say 'Ask him out' and then continue on with how great everything about her is.<br>This was a long time ago....I have gotten in trouble with my parents because of her. I'm normally a very responsible person. Unfortunately (at that time) I couldn't have a myspace...she told me to make one...I said I would ask. But...no...she insisted to make one for me.... she said I should just hide it from them. This is partly my fault and I take full responsibility for going along with this. So she more or less forced me to get one. A few months later I made a careless mistake....and my Mom found out. My Mom has known for awhile that K isn't a very good friend. I should have listened to her. <br>But K and I are such good friends in many ways. When we're together we don't care what anyone else thinks....we just let everything go and be ourselves. We can't do that with anyone else because they will look down at us with the 'How immature can you get' look. And when we're together we laugh non-stop...literally. We laugh until we have tears running down our faces.<br>Now to the most recent thing. We text each other when talking or hanging out together isn't an option. And then she texts me 'Wow I've been texting ____ for over two hours, he's so nice and cool. I thought he was just a friend of yours.' Which I have tons of friends cause I talk to EVERYONE....you know how popular people don't talk to the lower people..and the other way around. Well all that is horrible in my opinion. So I make an effort to be friends with everyone.....it works nicely for me. <br>So when the guy got the nerve to ask her out....she says 'oh my gosh allison what am I gonna do. I don't like him that way. I think Ill say i'm gonna think about it' <br>I just wanna scream "You've been flirting with him"......and I know flirting isn't against the law or anything.....I flirt with guys too. But She was talking to him for a long time and telling me how great he was for days. Then when he does something about it she obsesses over it and tries to rub it in my face.<br>And this isn't even close to everything about her I need to scream about.....but I feel better now that I got some of it out.<br><br><br>Sorry...I needed to let that out. I'm sorry if I sound selfish or something....I just felt like I was gonna burst.