My brother and friends.

I'm starting to wonder if I still hold my mind in my hands or if it is gone. <br><br>My one friend at school is moving. She will never be seen again by me. She understands me and knows me. We don't have to have 'boyyfriends' to fit in. Well, once she's gone, I'll have to pick a side. I don't want to be popular and make fun of the dorks, and I don't want to be a dork. This is very stressful. <br><br>My brother. He's 9. He is babied in every single way. He decided that he was going to do some stuff in the consignment sale. This sale is mine and my mom's only time together w/o him. This makes me so mad. I started to talk to my mom about it and she screamed at me! I eventually broke down crying in attempt to see if they cared about me. My dad screamed at me and my mom just acted annoyed. I asked her is she could come down so I could talk to her. She came down and said 'What?!" really annoyed. I started crying again. She let me talk and hugged me, but in the end told me she wasn't taking my side and left. I'm sitting here crying because my brother is taking my place! My parents don't think I'm good anymore. I tried making straigh A's. High A's. My mom smiled and said "Good Katie!" and walked away. My brother gets Low B's and low A's and gets MUCH more praise. This is her with 4 B's and one A for my brother: "This is amazing! You are such a good student!" and he says "Yes ma'am. I am." Her with my straight a's? You heard it up there. 'Good Katie.' Today, I just looked around and then at him. Casual look. NO meanness in it whatsoever. He says "WHAT?!?" and I get in trouble. Cause he jumped all over me. I get my compy taken away! Isn't that great?! My mom says I should be more like him! No thanks. <br><br>What do I do? I enjoy crying. It got her talking to me. It helps. But, I'm so sick of my brother. (yes, he's my little brother BTW.)