Poem. -Between.Beat.&&.Break-

Buffy was upset and here's what she came up with.<br>Please dont steal people. or buffy will be really mad. kay?<br><br> Don’t worry I'm not going to call you and cry anymore. Listening to the sounds of your resistance, until my optimism and desperation run dry. Leaving me to face four blank walls of hopelessness. I am forced to watch the world opening up before you hungry eyes.<br><br> Stop hiding, you wont find me on your doorstep, with tears in my eyes. So spell out you contradictions again, maybe this time I’ll understand. You want me but you don’t. You love me but you can’t. Your voice, sometimes shaky with what seems to be grief, forces me to wait for something that will never come back, you.<br><br> Stop talking, you’ve made you opinions clear and the realization that they is nothing I can do, leaves me cold and caged. I pace around my mind looking for alternatives and find only two, break down or leave. Fight for it or let it go, because you won’t fight for me anymore and my dignity is ticking away. The time bomb that keeps my fingers from the telephone, and my feet form walking their way to your house. I feel cold and small and alone. You detach yourself through your unawareness. <br><br> I call you, craving closure, and you force hope into my already exhausted mind, and between my clenched fists. Then walk away without looking back. What am I supposed to do with it? I am locked in place, unable to disconnect. Stuck in your waver between rejection and dedication. Trapped in your hesitation. My heart is caught between beat and break. <br><br>Copywrite -Venom. 2/9/2009<br><br>Comments and Critique are welcome for sure.<br>Postive and Negative alike <br><br>-buffy.