stupid little blond haired, zebra striped butt head ugg!!!

**STUPID LITTLE BLOND HEADED ZEBRA STRIPED BUTT HEAD UGG!!!!**<br><br>theres this guy i go to school with, we use to be like best friends he came over to my house everyday and we knew like all of eachothers secrets. well anyways... were both in ffa (yeah rednecks united lol) and since 8th grade we have been on the poultry team, but he is like a major stoner, which i have no problem but like he just keeps blowing everyone off including me when we bring up pratice, but he is still on the team.. it just upsets me to tears almost every time he skipps or says he'll come and dosent, its not as much that he isnt into it as he well we use to be, its the fact that i need him there for emotional support and he isnt there for me ( at one point in time i was very involved with this guy and he didnt feel as strongly as me, he was my first love and he totaly broke my heart but this is my first year with out him being in high school i really needed him during pratices and compititons when he was though.), i shouldnt get upset and i know that but its so hard because i miss him so much and just want us to be bffs again..