Sunny's 2008 [Redone!]

<span style="font-size:75">Okies, I know I've already done this, but it wasn't good, and I was on a sugar rush and had NO attentionspan whatsoever.<br>So, this is my 2008 so far :P<br><br><span style="font-weight:bold">Stop and Stare...</span><br>Sunny got a haircut sometime twards the end of the school year- lets start there.<br>Everyone was staring at me. My hair has always been mid-back length and THICK, since like, the beginning of time. I got it cut about neck length, almost pixied, but longer- with highlights. Everyone stopped and stared at me. Not kidding you. I liked it- it went well with my personality.<br>Eventually, it pissed me off. Everyone wouldn't leave me ALONE about it, so yeah.<br><br><span style="font-weight:bold">I had to fall... to lose it all... but in the end, it doesn't even matter.</span><br>I seriously had to fall to lose it all. Seriously. Eventually, I had to let that social wall down, and just let it happen.<br>The social wall? Im a person to NOT talk to anyone who is not in the same group as me- or they go and spread rumors. I eventually had to let it down. (If that doesn't make sense, sorry.)<br><br><span style="font-weight:bold">To be on the edge of breaking down, and no one's there to save you</span><br>Zomg, where to start on THAT one? Eventually (yes, I know I use that word alot), I had to let every thing out. And, eventually, I broke down. And, the only person that could really keep that from happening was my bestie, who moved in the middle of the school year. So, everything people were saying (not going into details) got to me, and I just had a complete breakdown, with no one there to save me.<br><br><span style="font-weight:bold">I will remember you... but will you remember me?</span><br>This is where my grandfather gets sick. So, yeah, gets kinda sad. <br>When I went to visit him in the hospital, this was our convorsation:<br>Grandma: "Quint, its Kaytee"<br>Me: "Grandpa, its Kaytee"<br>Grandpa: "Who's Kaytee?"<br>Grandma: "Remember Kaytee? She spent all summer with us last year!"<br>Grandpa: "Ooh, Kaytee! Come here, girl!"<br> <br>So, he eventually remembered me.<br><br><span style="font-weight:bold">Would I've stayed up with you all night... had I known how to save a life</span><br>This is where Sherlock comes in.<br>Grandpa had Lukiemia- and grandma diddn't want to have him tested, but it doesn't take freeking Watson to figure it out -_-. So, eventually, he got worse and worse, and I seriously would have stayed up with him all night, just to save him.<br><br><span style="font-weight:bold"> We're just the toys at the hands of another...</span><br>Yeah, its so true.<br>I am the pet that you can tug its ears hard, and it wont snap at you until its had enough of whatever you're doing.<br><br>Im going to add more later.</span>