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UnknownDreamland · April 2008

Some of you were probably saying "Where's Dreamy?" Well.. I've found other interests. I've quit soccer. I'm getting more involved with art. I'm thinking of getting started for horseback riding. I enjoy drawing their grace, the horses I mean.. It soothes me. I've been having health issues. I've also been thinking more on how I'm friendless.. And becoming very depressed. More so since the start of this month. Well... Some know I lost my dog, Auzzy in September.. And even fewer know that he was most definitely put to sleep on my birthday... And this month would have been the one year anniversary of owning him. Anyway.. I really wanted a song to represent him.. you know? Well I have it narrowed down to a few songs. Some you'd need to know him to understand. I'm still thinking.. The names are who I like it most sung by or are the only ones I've heard it sung by, but I like it by them.. "I will always love you" Dolly Parton "Once Upon a Christmas" Kenny Rogers & Dolly Parton "Coat of Many Colors" Kristy Lee Cook "You've got to Hide Your Love Away" Kristy Lee Cook Any suggestions and links to where I can listen to them, would be great. And I'll be happy to attempt to explain why the song or something. ^^ I wrote that on another website. In case it looks familiar. But yeah. I've been missing him a lot lately. And yeah.. Apparently I've been losing weight. I don't know what's going on. I'm having a hard time.

WeisseEdelweiss · April 2008

It's nice to see you again.

And perhaps Nothing Compares To You would be a good song. :O

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

I'll take a look at it.

Thanks. And thanks for the welcome. I've been scared to come back. Last time I came back after a break, I got rude messages about abandoning agreements.. That I didn't made.

KiteKatsumi9 · April 2008

Welcome back Dreamy *hug* When You're Gone is a good one, downside is, almost everyone uses it. Then again, everyone uses it because its a perfect song for this type of thing. Its a song almost everyone can relate to, in one way, or another. If it makes you feel any better, I'm here for you when you need it. I know online friends often aren't the same as real friends (though there are exceptions), but I'm willing to lend an ear (eye?) and virtual shoulder for you to cry on, if need be.

I'm a PM away. I can give you my email address through PM too, if you'd want that. Meh, a teacher at school thinks I might have an eating disorder, and I might be anemic. I just recovered from a stomach virus...and my mom won't let me go to an Osteopath anymore (which is a HUGE problem) so I've been in pain for months, the one I went to left back in December and she won't sign me up with a new one. ><; I'm with you on the health issues. I hope you feel better soon ;-;

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

Thanks Kite.

I'll check that song out. ^^ Yeah. I don't know about an eating disorder, persay. I love to eat. I just hardly ever feel hungry. I just take it in my stride to eat whenever I'm not doing something that prevents me from eating. >.> I can't remember the last time I actually felt hungry. But.. I eat, so.. I don't know. Sure, I'll message you my email. I got a yahoo.. Since my dad tracks my msn for non-family emails(I used to get really nasty ones.. Inappropriate for young player's eyes..) so that's why. Don't get anything other than random ads. So.. it's all good. ^^ I don't know how much I'm going to log on to VP. I just needed some comfort and I know VP usually had it for me.

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

Why the songs. "I will always love you" Dolly Parton Pretty self-explanatory. I will always love him. He was the best friend I'd ever had. And I don't think it'll ever change. Since, due to the way I've been treated by others, I don't trust people very well. It often seems there is no one out there who will or has understood me, except him. "Once Upon a Christmas" Kenny Rogers & Dolly Parton I'm not sure on this one. I mean, it doesn't have to do with him. Or anything like that. But, being Christian, it reminds me that I am always loved. And it reminds me of the poem 3Eagles sent me. And that my Savior works through others. This song really touched me, and brought me close to tears. "Coat of Many Colors" Kristy Lee Cook Again, this goes with my beliefs a lot. A coat of many colors made of rags. But it meant so much to them. Auzzy was a secondhand dog. But he was the best friend I could have had. He made me feel rich inside. The story in this story reminds me of the tale of Auzzy. I was teased about Auzzy's looks, sure. But.. I loved him. He was my best friend. "You've got to Hide Your Love Away" Kristy Lee Cook Not sure. I'm still think on this one. It's not really close to me. But.. I thought it was fitting. Doubt this one will make the cut, really.

~Topleaf~ · April 2008

Dreamy! awww, good to see you back, and sad to hear you aren't doing well. Sometimest the things that make you feel better are the ones that make you excited, for example, I got into breeding fish, and now I can come home every day looking forward to seeing any new babies. I sure hope you feel better, and feel free to PM me at any time. How is Bella?

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

Bella's doing good. She got her gingivitis cleared up. She's a spazz monkey, and the cats are finally getting used to her. Yeah. I'd love to try to persuade my parents to let me get back into something like that. I just don't think the time is right. My dad can't go back to work until he gets an "ok" from the doctor. He had to go to the ER and his heart rate was in the 200s for a couple days. So.. We're low on money for now. But.. I did find I'm loving art and horses more and more each day. And I'm getting into php and mysql and things. And I'm looking into creating my own sim game at some point in time... So. That's an outlet for me right now. ^_^

Pepper97 · April 2008

*huggles Dreamy* YOUR BACK!! *twitches*

Mikey Makita · April 2008

My dog Buford died,and "his" song is How To Save A Life by The Fray

Pepper97 · April 2008

I got 3 new dogs! I already had Pepper(lab/dalmation), and we got Buddy(black lab),Roscoe(great dane), and Sadie (rottie/lab/dalmation) Now we have 4 dogs!

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

Aw. I'm sorry about your dog, Bruiser. Hehe. Thanks. ^^

Mikey Makita · April 2008

It was awhile ago,but I still miss him.We planted a tree over his grave.Im sorry about Auzzy*huggles*

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

We were going to bury a tree in Auzzy's honor. But my parents forgot about it. -_-

Pepper97 · April 2008

*dances* *stops dancing and stared at everybody and says:* Yesh, I forgot to take meh mental meds today*starts dancing again*

NickelbackLuver · April 2008

Im sorry Dreamy

Glad to see you back, but also sad that your life has been difficult. Tiffany passed away 2 years ago yesterday, so this week has been rather depressing for me

I can get you my e-mail if you'd like it, you can always message me for help as well

We have a tree for Tiffany as well. Try to get one, it really makes me feel better to sit outside by her tree, makes me feel closer to her. I hope everything will start going well for you. Its nice to know Bella is doing well

Tiffany's main song is: "Last Kiss" Pearl Jam sings it, but I think its a re-make. I'd give you suggestions, but... I think once you hear a song that seems to fit, you'll know it

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

Thanks Nickel.

I'm message you my email. Bella is an absolute luff. She's actually sitting next to me right now. She is very amusing too. If I cat comes into the room, she hides behind us. If she's excited, her eyes get extremely big. But I still wish I had Auzzy back. As wonderful as Bella is, she's not a best friend to me in the sense that Auzzy was. But I remain her favorite. Hehe.

Pepper97 · April 2008

I'm sorry Dreamy. I didn't read that post before. *cries on Dreamy's shoulder*

Berton · April 2008

*snugs dreamy* i missed you!

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

Hey Wheatie.

Pepper97 · April 2008

*dances and sings in a circle around dreamy*

Cobalt · April 2008

Hey Dreamy! I have no witty songs for you, sadly. Please don't be depressed. That is sad

Auzzy wasn't your fault, and you know it. It may hurt, but Bella's a sweet dog too, and I'm sure you love her as well

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

Bleh. I can't help but feel depressed. Or feel it was my fault. It's just hard with all of the would-be firsts. When it snowed, I was constantly thinking "Would he have liked it" and things like that. I miss looking forward to seeing dogs on walks. Now, I dread it because of how scared Bella is of them.

Cobalt · April 2008

*Hugs* You can't be mad at yourself forever. I can't convince you any which way, and plus, I don't know you personally so I definitely can't judge your situation. I just can't imagine why you should be mad at yourself. Give yourself a break. We'll be here for you, if all else fails. That's what I love about VP. You don't build super personal relationships, but there's always people here to make you feel better ^.^

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

Well. Auzzy bit me. No one else was in the room. And I was the one that told my parents. If I hadn't, I'd have had more time with him.

Cobalt · April 2008

Poopy Dreamy. Stop putting yourself down. I can't convince you if you won't listen to me, though. Just remember we're here for you

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

Cobalt wrote:

Poopy Dreamy. Stop putting yourself down. I can't convince you if you won't listen to me, though. Just remember we're here for you

I'm listening. But my heart isn't. It's been broken for a long time. :[ Ah. I got in trouble with putting myself down in soccer. One mistake, and BOOM! My head is down. :S But I appreciate your kindness. <333

NickelbackLuver · April 2008

So what if you told your parents? That doesnt mean it's your fault how things turned out to be.

UnknownDreamland · April 2008

So.. It was only two months or so til we met with the trainer again. Maybe he'd have made it til then, and she could have helped us. Blah. I'm hating April.

Doggirl1995 · April 2008

Aww Dreamy, glad to see your back. I'm so sorry about everything with Auzzy, it must be really hard

Pepper97 · April 2008

*runs and hugs dreamy* Don't be sad. Don't worry....Be happeh..... (Yes, once again,I forgot to take meh mental meds today. XD *Ballroom dances around dreamy*

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